I speak fireworks.

Kiss boys and make them all die

2011-11-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

I WILL BLOG MORE AFTER I COME BACK FROM MY KOREA TRIP I PROMISE
*pinky pose*

Going to Korea on the 26dec with dearest. It'll be a winter season!! Super excited max. Can ski and play snowwwww. never thought i can celebrate my christmas(ok 1 day after christmas) in a winter season.

For now, tata

2011-05-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

WOAH

2 whole months of not blogging... Everything also happened very fast and..pretty unexpected for me.
whatever it is, really glad that bf and my gfs stayed by my side despite everything. :')

will update more about my life soon, since my sch starts next year april..

Anniversary

2011-03-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

The boyfriend brought me to USS. Super happy max.

11th month.

2011-01-17T13:52:00.000+08:00

Thank you for being in my life, ♥

Superman didn't save the day, God did.

2010-12-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

So I celebrated my Christmas eve with 2 very important people in my life.

Went to some japanese food court at Tampanies, pretty nice, very big servings as well.

10th month.

2010-12-17T11:20:00.002+08:00

Give what you cannot keep to gain what you cannot lose.

2010-12-03T11:07:00.001+08:00

(♥)

(Polaroid photos! Luv the second picture, taken by yours truly^^)

So YEAH. I went out with mah' homies on the date I actually couldn't remember. Your friends broke up during holidays but mine didnt.
FUCK YEAH. \m/

Yup, so this is my current hair colour now. Pretty much love it :)))

I forget alot of things because you take up most of the space in my memory.

2010-12-02T16:12:00.002+08:00

We had steamboat @ mel's house today!! Gawd damn so much fun

(Legendary suay lian)

(Gagansl's toe is like only 3cm long!! Our's is like 3.5 going 4! )

(LOL max. used 2second timer and the pics turned out like this)

(Before.)

(After!)

(Cute right? Jt and me spent the whole morning doing it ^^ )

♥,

9th month

2010-11-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

If our eyes are diaminds, we'll be rich.

2010-11-07T14:40:00.002+08:00

Her birthday was this great! Hope she don't cry so easily next time ^^
O level is finishing soon and I've pretty loads of plans to carry on.
What? My life doesn't ends when O ends!

(Let's pull a long face)

(Hi my name is distorted)

(gLee!)

Love my girlfriendszxzxzxzxzxx.

8th month.

2010-10-17T13:54:00.002+08:00

Well, I found new feelings at the feeling store.

2010-09-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

Fabulous night with my ladies, and a girl.

7th month.

2010-09-17T23:39:00.001+08:00

In a world where good things happen to me!

2010-09-03T22:17:00.001+08:00

SWIM TILL MY JOINTS HURTS. AM I GETTING OLD?

Prelim has started, september holiday has started. What's more?

Words and ideas can change the whole world.

2010-08-28T13:58:00.001+08:00

Seems like you're having a case of being a little bitch, I'm prescibing you a heavy dose of man the fuck up.

2010-08-18T21:13:00.001+08:00

Praise the Lord, gotten a B3 for my chinese, which was really surprising because my chinese was border line marks all the time but now~
meh heh heh heh heh heh
And hell yeah yours truly needa go study now.

6th month.

2010-08-17T23:37:00.001+08:00

I know you're only after the chase.

2010-08-09T15:04:00.000+08:00

Singapore's 45th birthday ^^

The worst emotions of the human heart; emotional jealousy and envy, and guilt.

2010-08-07T23:49:00.001+08:00

I do not want to be over protective.
But I agree that women cannot be trusted.........
So what am I gonna do? People are gonna call me silly if they'd cut open my head and find out what I was thinking about the whole time.

I wish her brain is as fast as Google!

2010-08-03T19:40:00.003+08:00

In school! :)
Happy birthday Jintiannnnnnnnn ^^

So how am i in the way, what is it i’m missing?

2010-08-01T01:06:00.001+08:00

Hi lover boy! :)

No air kisses, forget the stress.

2010-07-30T19:22:00.011+08:00

Love the girls above, ♥

Never love anybody who treats you like you’re ordinary.

2010-07-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

Don't get me wrong I'd never say never

Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you.

- Five For Fighting

That feeling that everything is gonna be okay and that there’s gonna be someone there to help make sure of that.

2010-07-23T21:08:00.004+08:00

I think all Homosapien should be wiped out because nobody knows how to cherish the Earth.
WE'RE THE CAUSES OF OUR OWN SUFFERINGS. SO STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING MOTHER FUCKING BITCHES!

'Cause lately I've been tired and uninspired.

2010-07-21T18:48:00.003+08:00

I don't like my life nowadays, like study study study only.
Can't seems to balance 7 subjects well. Like I've been doing emaths all day long only. Lucky there's a tutor to help my poa and amaths now, my worst subjects. Hope there's a hope for that 2 subjects.

Anyway! Watched The Blood Pledge with Gfs. Not bad! Not that scary after all! I covered my ears all the time till my tragus piercing hurtzzzz. It's my first time watching a horror movie in theatre by the way. W.O.W

Recently something happened and had an impact on me.
I was walking to school one day and text bf chew while walking. I stepped on something and almost slipped and fall(wtffff i'm really clumsy) and I stared at my leg. There's a cat corpse on the floor and Me, being almost blind, did not see that fucking corpse. Yeah I guess I stepped on the organs or something, the blood squirt all over my leg. It was my first time(duh I don't go around stepping dead animals), I was paralyzed.

I pray for the cat immediately, and haha, run away, instantly.
You know, the cat has been racing through my mind for the whole day that day. I realised the cat taught me Life is short. And it actually motivates me because I AM SO GOING TO DO WELL FOR MY O's.

Thanks pussy cat, for that disturbing lesson.

5th month.

2010-07-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

I've missed you my whole life before I met you.

2010-07-06T19:52:00.001+08:00

It was hell lot of fun! ♥
ECLIPSE WAS FUGGING NICE!
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO HOT. SOOO HOT. SOOOOOOO HOT

it was our song, because it reminds me of you.

2010-06-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Volleyball camp was okay, but I can't upload the photos to Facebook! >:(

Ahhhhh school's sooo tiring now. Got school till 6 everyday with efffect on next week. 12 hours in school!
Kinda sucks, but nvm, 3 more months only.

I survived you.

2010-06-17T23:20:00.001+08:00

So yes okay! Went East coast to picnic cum cycling/skate with awesome people on the 15th of june. Pretty fun, except for the sun burn part, yeah, as always. haha.

(The cookie I baked for them! Cute isn't it?)

(Oh! Did I mention? Brought this little imp together too! Adorable lil' kid.)

(Shi Ling, Laraine and me.)

(Model enough?)

(We were posing for wedding photos! Looks pretty ok right? Yeah we could be tgt for that moment hehe)

Yup! More more pictures at facebook!
All of us were sun burned, it was crazy! My back hurt like wtfffffzzzz :( We'll have more outings after our Os. CAN'T WAIT!

4th month.

2010-06-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

And in a parallel universe, it's me you can't resist.

2010-06-13T23:52:00.001+08:00

Guess who went through this 12m high slide at T3 today? :)

US. HEHE. Kinda fun.. I was like 'wtf' all the way.

Aww, bf's leaving sg for melaka tmrw.

The worst mistake anyone can make is being too afraid to make one.

2010-06-11T02:10:00.001+08:00

Hmm yeah. Not gonna make this mistake.

I like a lot of things that aren’t good for me.

2010-06-09T01:16:00.001+08:00

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn’t even know.
So shit when sometimes people tells me "Yeah.. I understand.. " .

I want to be thin so badly. Even if I do it the unhealthy way.

2010-06-05T22:11:00.001+08:00

Mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know goat's life now

I just wrote you the most heartfelt love letter.

2010-05-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

Yeah, she's kind of irritating sometimes. I need to cook maggi for her everynight.

As long as I have you, nothing else matters.

2010-05-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

I couldn’t love you more you’ve got a beautiful taste.

2010-05-27T20:20:00.000+08:00

So okay, today was Sports carnival. Games were pretty well planned. But EVGians really have sore losers attitude, to be honest with you.

Was just trying out my cammy's effect, turns out pretty well isn't it? :)

But I guess not on this, haha.

Yes or no. In or out. Up or down. Live or die. Hero or coward. Fight or give in.

2010-05-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

Shit results!

I only went away so you could miss me!

2010-05-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

Can't forget yesterday, the helplessness, the anger, the agony, etc.
I like long distance bus journey, really.. I stare at people, they stare at me, then I cry.

THANK GOD. Everything is over now(sort of).

Planned so many things with great people for June holidays and the days after Os. Can't wait!!
But for now, yes, study, first.

(Insert a coin)

2010-05-22T14:48:00.001+08:00

K session with friends! Pretty awesome. People like them could really make things all right for me :)

I squandered 12 hours my time on sleeping, today. Kinda wasted isn't it. I could have used that time to finish my drama. Oh! Gonna finish my drama otherwise I'll be hooked up with it during June holidays!

3rd month

2010-05-17T00:00:00.004+08:00

Emotionless people are irritating.

2010-05-16T20:44:00.001+08:00

MY CELL GROUP.

Let me tell you, Anxiety is a pain in the ass,

2010-05-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yah okay. Swimming is a better sport than talking. Haha.

You don't always have to hold your head higher than your heart.

2010-05-14T16:13:00.000+08:00

Obviously there's something wrong. Maybe all of us had a change in our prejudice without us knowing. But by saying there's nothing won't change the something that is between us and salvage anything.
Maybe we should just take a break from one another..

Hell'yes

2010-05-13T17:17:00.000+08:00

If I die, I've already chosen people that are seriously going to get haunted by me .

^^

Your pants should be on fire.

2010-05-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

Now you know what Karma means? Having you apologising to me is a hell lot shiokness. Honestly speaking I don't even know this day would come,
I praise the Lord for this, really.
I realised for the past few months back when I was in agony, I wasn't waiting for you. All along I was waiting on was nothing but your apology. Not explaination, even though I know that reason you gave me on the 27th was just shit excuses to fuck me away. I know, i know, i know everything. I just didn't say or express it out. Because I was so disappointed with myself for being so awefully blind.

It takes a bitch to know a bitch. But for this case, I think you're shit.

The right person will still think the sun shines out my ass.

2010-05-02T12:30:00.000+08:00

E: Darling do you know how to solve 9x-7i>3(3x-7u)?
Z: Expand first. Then simplfy lor.
E: Help me solve can?
Z: you very dumb leh
E: Hahah, a bit only. You help me solve then tell me the ans k! Thanks!
Z: .... -7i>-21u . NAH. So easy.
E: Havent simplify finish yet.. 7 is a multiple of 21. Try finishing. Remember must change the sign for dividing negative.
Z: OMFG baby you're so sweet!!
E: Hahah. Still say me dumb.. I thought you'll just do.

Meet me here, beneath the burning skies.

2010-04-23T15:33:00.002+08:00

Which reminds me, stepping down soon right? (awww)

Somethings more in my life

2010-04-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

Eh? One of my fav picture.

Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you.

2010-04-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

Swimming was so fabulous! Except for the tanning part..

2nd month

2010-04-17T18:51:00.001+08:00

For you,

2010-04-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

You are the one who made things different, you are the one who took me in. You are the one who saw me when I was invisible. You are the one thing I could count on, above all, you are.. (insert your own text)

nehninehni pooopooo C:

Dear God, I've a problem, it's Me.

2010-04-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I hate Physics alot. I've never gotten a fucking A for it even though I've worked hard. I memorise shit stuffs and applied it. I realised no logic about it and always tell myself that common sense and smartness those smart ass people had isn't that common.
What shit?!

What? Who says I'm giving up?

You're the reason why I love losing sleep.

2010-04-12T23:39:00.001+08:00

I just wanna be wonderful. I just wanna be wonderful.
I just wanna be w o n d e r f u l.

It's hard. Determination wearing out. Buck up or shut down?

Once a year she rememebers that she is insignifiant

2010-04-09T17:24:00.003+08:00

..then she forgets again, because more than she is insignificant,
she is forgetful.

We tried to put pieces together.

2010-04-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

I didn't go school today. shucks. Part of the reason is due to laziness.
Well, got quite alot to catch up now. Went to my cousin's cheer leading competition instead. Kinda cute!
No flipping and throwing humans around though. Boring. What to expect? They're still Junior school.

Before it slips outta my mind again..

Do or do not. There is no try.

2010-04-08T20:33:00.001+08:00

Haven't touch any assignments for 2 weeks. Need a hard push.

Or perhaps slap.

It doesn’t matter if it’s plain, it doesn’t matter if it’s ugly. It just has to be there.

2010-04-01T00:04:00.001+08:00

Waking up consistently every night in love and being comfortable in living :)

School has been.. very school. No joke.
April Fool's tomorrow and I'm thinking whether should I go to school.

Seriously, why aren't You in my bed now? I mean, why ain't I going to sleep now? Haha, You, after reading this, GO TO SLEEP. It's like less than a step to your bed! Don't get hooked up on online games. Sleep early. I don't like your tired eyes.

Goodnight.

Sixteen(only) Part II

2010-03-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday. Hope you like that one whole bottle of Mentos!

Remember that the world isn’t falling apart, even if it feels that way.

2010-03-26T15:41:00.000+08:00

Sixteen(only).

2010-03-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hiiii it's sunny day on my birthday :)

Here’s the thing about mistakes:

2010-03-22T18:12:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, even when you know something’s a mistake, you gotta make it anyway. Can you make a mistake and miss your fate?

Wowwwwwww whaiiii nowadays I fall asleep so quickly and easily?
Good thing? Hell no.
I fell asleep without realising I did, during Maths lesson today. I scribbled a lot of shit stuffs on my paper. When I'm awake, I took a look at my paper and realised I fell asleep few minutes ago.
Once I even forgot to swallow the water before I dozed off, in tuition class. The water in my mouth oozed outta my mouth. Lucky I woke up as fast as I sleep.. Because it's Root Beer.
It's serious stuff here. How to save a sleepy head?

WELL wdv just fml k. I'm going to take a nap naow.

Best damn things

2010-03-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

There're more actually. Will upload them when S gives me the thumbdrive! :)

His lies and truth will guide me through my life.

2010-03-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

Sarawak pics:

I got rid of the deepest hopes tatooed on my eyelids.

2010-03-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

I wanted to go back home so much on the second night when I'm at Sarawak. Practically because I can't sleep well on the first day and second day, perhaps because of the bed. :(
I'm fussy because I'm a woman right?

Had hell lots of fun and laughters and Sarawak. Pictures next time.

1st month

2010-03-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

I wonder if You wonder

2010-03-10T17:03:00.000+08:00

Guess what!
Holiday assignments is in my Sarawak kit list! Cool or what!

If I died,

2010-03-07T15:12:00.000+08:00

How many people would care?
How many people would know?
How many people would moan and wish they had me back?
How many people would regret being an asshole?
How many people would wish they had loved me more?
How many people would not be able to move on for a long time?
How many people would live on their life and cherish it even more?

And can I still blog about Heaven to you guys? Haha.

17: I like songs that seem perfect for a hypothetical situation.

2010-03-07T14:58:00.000+08:00

March holiday = 4N3D in Sarawak + 1 day rest + 3D2N RYLA Camp @ Ite Simei.

See!! March is Mad. I won't have any time to do my homeworks most probably..(except that pathetic one day..) Aw. And teachers, being a TEACHER, will definately give us moutains of homeworks so...
..Somehow I can see myself being buried in homeworks, especially English lol! It's my first time owing a teacher a homework for 3 weeks!!

Ah anyway hey. My life has been great,

CNY 2010

2010-02-16T00:09:00.001+08:00

I had paper cut when receiving red packets, on the first day of cny! :( Sounds pretty bad enough huh.

But this is how the story ends,

2010-02-05T16:05:00.000+08:00

The person you love is 72.8% filled with water

2010-01-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

Like seriously, is there anyone reading my blog, still?

With eight seconds left in overtime,

2010-01-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I kind of miss thailand now.
Sometimes, village life is just so much better than city life, alot to miss, nothing to worry.

Live forever or die in the attempt.

2010-01-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

Like hello? That's my cell group! Favvvv ever!

Count your nights by stars, not shadows

2009-12-31T12:32:00.001+08:00

Ok yes! Enjoyed myself yesterday :)
How are you gonna spend your last day of 2009?

Merry Christmas 2009

2009-12-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

Its time for us(or maybe me) to face the truth because we are coming to each other to change.

2009-12-16T16:47:00.000+08:00

I wish you could blog something about your life so that I know whats happening to you.

With quiet words I'll lead you in.

2009-12-09T14:47:00.003+08:00

Interact camp was.. this fabulous. Hope nobody had tummy ache after eating that cup noodle! :)
I got so many bbq, camps and trainings during december holiday! Like shiok.
Looking forward to Christmas! :)

Volleyball

2009-12-04T23:18:00.001+08:00

Wanna see more volleyball pictures? :)

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

2009-12-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Melissa! :)

I really hope I've made your Express life better. hahahaa you're a great friend to have! Remember my green tea jelly and cook some Thai food for me next time!

Love you!

Nothing is more beautiful than you wearing only the moonlight and my kisses.

2009-11-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Caught New moon yesterday. Just like Twilight.
Maybe my runny nose irritated me throughout the movie haha.

Hope I'll get well soon. It has been exactly one week since I left Thailand, and exactly one week that I am sick. Really terrible. Need a bit of best things in my life to get rid of this weird mood. Like having ice cream or cold shower! :)

On a excited note, Melissa birthday is coming! Don't know what to cook!

Grief forgets to groan and love to weep.

2009-11-24T19:15:00.005+08:00

(Syark best buddy! Sent me off to Thailand!)

(Hate planes, to the max!)

More at Facebook :)

Graze on my lips

2009-11-22T18:05:00.003+08:00

That's my fav boy, po!
Guess I'm used to village life alrd, was sick on the first day when I came back to Singpore. Withdrawal syndrome?

Oh anyway, please appreciate your toilet people.

Somehow, we learn who we really are and then live with that decision.

2009-11-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

Friday the 13th, but am quite lucky today.

Guess what. The degree of my eyes dropped 50 degrees!
WHOOLA. I think carrot juice did a great help.

One of the keys to happiness is bad memory #2

2009-11-09T21:17:00.005+08:00

2nd chemistry lesson.

" Zixin, you better not run away from lesson okay "

I didn't intend to do that teacherrrrrrr.
Does my hairstyle make me look so bad!?

To: someone who said goodbye suddenly

2009-11-09T19:26:00.003+08:00

Going off to Thailand next week!!

Whine less, breathe more

2009-11-07T13:31:00.002+08:00

Did you know that you can treat painful mouth ulcers using an apple? First, peel off the apple's skin. You can then rub the apple slices a couple times on your sores. If your sore is on your tongue, you can let the apple sit on your tongue for a couple minutes. You should do this about 5 times a day.

Avoid eating spicy and sour foods to help speed up the healing process of your mouth ulcers. Spicy and sour foods can actually make your ulcers more inflamed and prolong the healing process. Avoid foods high in sugar and citrus fruits.

Source: http://www.ehow.com/

Few days ago Jillynn suggested that I should eat some oranges to have a speedy recovery. What shit! Haha. Tsk. Should have used apple instead of salt. Who says salt make wound heals faster?
But still, thank God for this wonderful website.

One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory.

2009-11-03T15:27:00.004+08:00

Holiday's first chemistry lesson, my teacher told me,

" Actually, Zixin, you're not dumb. "

In the first place, I didn't say I was! But after a second thought, I think my new hairstyle made me look dumb. GRRRRRR GROW HAIR GROWWW!

I've always regret after a haircut. ALWAYS.

Halloween 2009

2009-11-01T20:30:00.006+08:00

Shermaine punched me in my face that day!
Great day spend still :)

Write something, even if it's just a suicide note.

2009-10-31T12:15:00.004+08:00

Byeeeeeeeee

You whispered into my ears (but I can't hear it)

2009-10-29T17:39:00.004+08:00

Yes! Tomorrow Friday! Love Fridays! :)
School is like honeymoon now.

Crazy days and screwed up nights!

2009-10-27T19:30:00.003+08:00

Life's so great for me now.
The moment I changed your name from 'Idiot' to.. your name, I know You're forgiven by me the great. That is so ironic because You've done nothing except making breaking heart look so easy.
But nevermind, I've got a big heart :)Probably this would be the last post bout you haha. Let it go. I had. You should have.

Every sweet has its sour.

2009-10-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

Interclass games. Kiss that! :)

More at Fb.

I fell off my pink cloud with a thud.

2009-10-18T22:00:00.003+08:00

I thought Shermaine would be happy today, because the sky is blue!
But she cried! (awwww!)

'It's okay' is a cosmic truth.

2009-10-15T21:10:00.003+08:00

The number in my dream was not in use! HAHA WHAT A GREAT RELIEF! :) :)
Busy life busy life.

A lifetime of happiness? No man could bear it.

2009-10-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

MY ASS HURTS SO MUCH.

Cycled with Jillynn and Jintian ard everywhere. Looks like Woodlands isn't SO big after all! Got hell lot of things I wanna to do over the holidays before I go to Thailand from 16-21 in Nov.

Plaster thick, some will stick.

2009-10-11T22:54:00.004+08:00

Holy shit, I'm falling sick.
Holy shit, I didn't touch books for the whole day.

My previous dream is freaking me out.
I don't dare to dream.. and sleep

Sometimes one creates a dynamic impression by saying something, and sometimes one creates as significant an impression by remaining silent.

2009-10-10T15:39:00.004+08:00

Have you ever dreamt of someone you've never met before, accidentally remembered a telephone number that appear in your dream?

Holy shit. This thing has been bothering me since last night. My mom dreamt that I've a boyfriend and I dreamt that I've a boyfriend too. Grr.

I wonder whether if it's the same guy. My mom says he has small eyes! #$%@!

My sister says if you dreamt of someone you don't know in your dream, it might be because some male ghost took a fancy on you and is trying to woo you in your dream!! And if you accept him, you'll die in your sleep. zzz.

K nvm. Dream don't happen in reality. Maybe because nowadays reality is hell for me therefore God grant me a sweet dream last night, hahah yeaaaaa

Kiss your life. Accept it, just as it is.

2009-10-05T20:03:00.003+08:00

" If you find yourself compulsively checking your ex's MySpace, Facebook, or any other social networking profile, help yourself out and use the Firefox extension, block site, which allows you to block the URL to that profile. Sometimes it also helps to take them off your 'Friends' list, or 'de-friend' them, at least for a while. Even if things ended on a clean slate, it can be too painful to see what the other person is up to. "

HAHA I LAUGH MY ASS OFF MAN.
Got a need to go to that certain extent?

There is something in October sets the gypsy blood astir.

2009-10-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

I had so much fun in September till I forgot September ended.