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Saturday, May 2, 2009

My best friend





2nd May, Shermaine's
Happy birthday to you.

Can't desribe how glad I am to have you.
from strangers to best friends. 3 years.
Really love you to the maximum :)

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Helps




HEY SAY BOB! :)

Helping people would brighten up one's day.
But this is the first time I ever heard of Lift phobia, according to that lady. She's having Claustrophobia - a fear of enclosed spaces I guess. trapped in the lift when young, becoming very agitated, feeling as if she's having a heart attack and cannot breathe properly when taking lift alone.

Although she took 10 minutes from my life but there are two things a person should never be angry at, what they can help, and what they cannot.

I got arachnophobia(fear of spiders) and emetophobia(fear of others vomitting)
toodles. I'm off.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Mixes



Because I bu shuang!

Swine influenza hit thailand! there goes my thailand trip in June!
#$%@!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Ironical

Thanks Jillynn for the poa 'tuition' .

freaking tired. studied till my eyes almost drop out today. tsk.
School tomorrow, am a nerd for 2 weeks. study study study!!

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

I woke up, I was like 'HEY. ITS RAINING NOW! ' , and started singing Dear god.
Pretty no link, but..

Ah, 4 hours of war later.




WATCH THIS. PWNED

Saturday, April 25, 2009

eyecandy

Daniel Shim, who is known as Shimmycocopuffsss, WAS ONCE MY FAV FAV PERSON IN YOUTUBE.
but now, RYAN HIGA TOOK OVER HAHAHHAHAAHAHA

Take a look at this!



A MERMAID.
LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

In case you're wondering who's Ryan, he's the 'Edward'

I grew tired of the chase

Spending my day studying then checking out the prices with J.
She's one in a million!

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold offcially rock my whole house.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Secret feeling locked away

sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too, but guess I'll never know.


Oh-so-tired training today! and Oh-so-tiring day today!
I need to catch up in Amaths!
Lagging out one chapter and mid year is a wink away!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I'm trying to forget you.

I remember typing this sentence out somewhere,


I prayed to God you'll have a Goodnight every day. with or without me.


I kinda like the Gold-with-honours dream last night, can feel my heart pumping fast, my stolen smile coming back. Almost like falling in love all over again, can't feel any heartbreaks or pain.
great feeling.. I almost wished you're there so that I could share my happiness with you.
Almost; I didn't.


ah stop. it's 10.35pm now and it has way passed my bedtime. goodnight, good.night.

Get rid of the oceans if you ever want to see me again.





YEAH I badly want to whisk Yours
I can understand why Cheaters cheat because I can understand the desire they have, to win.
But I can't understand why ...... k you know it best.

Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life.

Woke up with a bad throat and a red eye and dizzy head.
Bed is my medicine. no laughters though, or else I'll be better
I miss friends already. Am so going to school tomorrow.

Type and Go.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

22nd April - GWH




GOLD WITH HONOURS!



We did so well!
Yongji, I'm so proud of you!!! :)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Motivation

Results for 20th April

Chungcheng High(main)- Gold with Honours
Chungcheng High(yishun) - Gold with Honours
Pasir Ris sec - Gold With Honours
ACS (Barker) - Gold
Rivervalley sec- Gold
Anglican High - Gold
Swiss cottage sec - Gold
CHIJ Katong - Silver
Bedok south sec - Silver
Boonlay sec - Silver
Bukit Panjang Government High - Silver
Coral sec - Silver
Manjustri sec - Silver
Eastview sec - Silver
Serangoon sec - Silver
Grendale sec - Silver
Jurongville sec - Silver
Siglap sec - Bronze
Holy Innocent - Bronze

Results for 21st April

Temasek - Gold with Honours
Nanyang Girls - Gold with Honours
Raffles girls - Gold
Mayflower sec - Gold
Marsiling sec - Gold
Nan Hua High- - Gold
Yuying sec - Gold
Victoria sec - Gold
Fuhua sec - Gold
Christchurch sec - Silver
Prebyterain High - Silver
Siling sec - Silver
Northland sec - Silver
Maris Stella sec - Silver
Raffles Institution - Silver
Bukit Batok - Silver
Teck Whye sec - Bronze
Changkat sec - Bronze
Northview sec - Bronze


Tomorrow, Evergreen secondary.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Greeners champion

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Leave the worried face on your lover's face

We are not chance, luck or fate. is Choice. The last thing I want something to change would be you




I beg me..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The more request = faster it ends

I thought my new black shoe would not bite me without me biting it(superstitious saying) but I'm soooo wrong! Two blisters!
Bit my shoes in class told everyone it's in the trend now, I wonder who's dumb enough to believe
My shoes tastes salty, anyway. I don't know why. maybe there's something wrong with my tongue.

Bubblegumming in class is really in the trend now! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHHAAHA

Monday, April 13, 2009

Friends



Sheryl, Liqin, Jintian, Zixin, Shermaine.
Maximum loves.


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Love is being stupid together, like how me and you are

I hope my life isn't a big joke because I don't understand a single shit

Monday, April 6, 2009

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.

My previous post isn't emo! Am not a Nemo. shut up L your jokes very Lame. *thumbs down

oh anyway the cleaner suck dick story was pretty digusting. it was the first time ever i read finish a chinese article i'm sooooo proud of myself! Blow job zixin! no i mean good job. $@&#! OHMAIGODZ

Get free kisses from my sympathy

Sometimes it is better to leave the broken pieces broken than try to hurt yourself when putting it back together.. Time does not heal but healing takes time




.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Paranoid thinkings




Trust...?
but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.

For now, dreams are better than reality.

Assignments wearing me out.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

It tears me up inside to see you

Lunch with Mel, Ben, Saijie and Amelia just now.
Mango juice very very nice.


Rather than stoning there not knowing what to do, I think I got a better way of doing things.
Move on. I don't need anyone's help to give me a push

The past was just a delusion

Pictures at Orhestra camp :




















Friday, April 3, 2009

Life just seems so full of connections

To little time, too much work.

I spend 9 hours sleeping, 14 hours in school.

so only 1 hour doing what I want? Or rather, what I need to do?
Even though have so much to do, sometimes feel paralyzed and helpless, rooted to the ground, unsure what to do because don't know where to start, but just face it zixin.
Still have to do it. No more procrastinating.

My dinner with Christina, Christopher, Max and Mc :)



Looking at the picture..

I remembered my Stamina increased. Whoo.ooo.ooooooo
Happy girl once again! :)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Where. Are. You




What I did today:

- Prank
- Prank
- Prank
- Joke
- Joke
- Joke
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh

This is what April's fool is for right! :)
I love doing things with Shermaine, Jintian and Jillynn.
Sometimes I wonder what my Tomorrow will be without them.
So yes, don't need more, already...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I wish your presence wasn't diminished

Today I gave directions to a woman carrying a child. Which is like, life-changing.
Since more often that not, I'm the one getting lost..

Since I'm always getting lost, which means there's a high chance that I will give wrong directions. I swear I'm conscience-stricken, because few hours later I realised that direction I gave is very wrong. Very. You wouldn't wanna know what my directions would led her to.

I guess she've been cursing me all the way till she reach her destination :(

Friday, March 27, 2009

Comes fast and goes fast, i've told you.

I'll be a thousand times happier if you're a thousand times better
but too bad for Me. 'cos we're so over.

time?

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Defer no time, delays have dangerous ends.

Skipped school today, because my head hurts and practically has no mood at all to study.
Can't seem to survive one day without my Girlfriends.
Ta.



Happy birthday Yeeherng, I. AM. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. YOU!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.

I hate my birthday. nothing comes out right. shit everything.

Monday, March 23, 2009

I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed you'll treat me well this time round.

It's like less than a day till my birthday so am I supposed to be feeling over the moon?...



Trust...?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

You should take the trouble to eat

I'M OFFICIALLY BACK FROM CAMP! (insert wide smile)

Co camp was kinda, boring.
LIA camp is much better, though intensive. :(

Had only a total of 5 hours of sleep for the past two days, face damn pale. haha!
PHYSICAL TRAINING AND PHYSICAL TRAINING AND MORE PHYSICAL TRAINING!

Update more when I got hold of the pictures!
For now, I'm going to say Hi to Z monster!







Happy Brithday Saijie!
YOU. ARE. ONLY. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. ME!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Miserable at best



I think we both looked alike in the pictures above.
Anyway she owes me one Mango juice for losing to me in an msn game >:]

Saturday, March 14, 2009

A world can't survive without liars

A note to remember.
A second you spend upset or angry is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Use my smile to be the source of your joy.

Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything.


~ Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Playing the sure game

I love to expect, and when expectation is either disappointed or gratified,
I want to be again expecting.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Like fragile ice anger passes away in time.

Did I mention how I rush my chinese compo last night?
yeah. go to internet, then type http://www.google.com/, then search for a song's lyrics. and copy paste!
tadah! My compo is like uberrrr perfect and I think I'll get an A.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Burnt black kisses

As the saying goes, A Sunday well-spent brings a week of content.
TOTALLY AGREE LA.
IF I NEVER FINISH REVISING MY AMATHS AND HISTORY I WILL DIE NEXT WEEK

Hell yes. I am typing what I'm thinking too, so whats the problem you have with me? :)
I’m smiling. This should scare you, right?
If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.
I reckon that you should read this post but by the time you read this you’ve already read it.
Hahahahahahaha. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much. You’re not that good.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Life is languished away in the gloom of anxiety.

Wtf.
Excuses after excuses.
Don't make excuses. Make things happen. Make changes. Then make history.
He who makes excuses, accuses himself.
Several excuses are always less convincing than one, bear that in mind.

The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, is the day you stop making any excuses.
I await for the day because I know you will change.
At least I know I still can trust you.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I need greatest good luck

It's 10.30pm now and I'm still not sleeping now even though I've said goodnight to someone.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Jealousy turning saints into the sea.

Happy birthday Sheryl :)

Sister's treat to Sakae again!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Lesser evil is reckoned

Comparison is a death knell to sibling harmony.
Side effects happen commonly :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Smile when sadness intrudes

I officially declare my chinese class sucks. though we had many fun and laughter... :(

Friday, February 20, 2009

You crawled to me like a dream.



I'm okay, how are you?

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'm stepping out of this lingerie.

SEMTREX!


Take a look at Qingyang's wound! Looks real doesn't it?
I must say the make up artist had done a super great job! :)
His wound reminds me of... Charsiew.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Everything is temporary anyway. So why invent Goodbye?

Copying 10 pages is definately driving my hand crazy. plus the injuries I had from trainings.
thanks to that 2.5 marks.

Monday, February 16, 2009

The story of love begins with a hello, then goodbye.

I'm only grouchy and moody on days that end with Y. In other words, everyday.
Don't you think so?

X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut.
shut with a capital S.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Miserable in comfort

Happy Valentine's! It is supposed to be occasion that is expected to strengthen the love and intimacy that exists among married couples.
but slowly it end up becoming a special day for the young couples

Bought Shermaine a identical pink Adidas water bottle which she spoilt yesterday

Friday, February 13, 2009

This not where we lie, but where we fell

I'm not concerned with your liking or disliking me.. All I ask is that you respect me as a human being. Respect people. Respect yourself. everything about Respect people doesn't know. Who doesn't wants respect?

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A woman either loves or hates; she knows no medium.

Shermaine came texting me when she's shopping at vivo with her mum,

" OH YAH TWIN! NUM GOT 20% SALES YOU KNOW!! "

I don't know!! Num!! 20% sales, can faint. hot guys plus hot sandals.
ok enough eeeeeeeeenough.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Dreamy look for love

Yawned in Physics lesson till my contact lens drop off -____-
Strawberry pocky very yummy. Mango juice ish teh sex.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

For what its worth

you caught me off guard, now i'm running and screaming.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Having so much to say

I hate the way you make me smile.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Worst than bittersweet

Tell me why I am not moving on. and tell me why I think alot.
let me know why i'm yearning a talk with you yet it turned out so bad.
give me a reason why you're by my side. no matter what happens. never fails.

A lemon taste in chocolate

when a certain rumour reached you, you would choose to not conjecture,
afterall, it's only a rumour isn't it?
you wouldn't know what to do when you realise it's true.

Jillynn says 7days a week isn't enough. should make it 10days or something. totally..

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Drunken words are sober thoughts







Last day of cca orientation!!!

start off my day with a bad note... hahahaha. because someone who is suppose to wake me overslept himself! hahaha!
How cute.

Intensive training then took care of the booth.
Coach Phillip is good yeah. let me improved by receiving, ^^


Thursday, January 8, 2009

Deal with me



Mother tongue lesson is kooky! lots of funny people around but i still feel draggy
Jared saw me dozing off, zzzz. whatever.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Stopping by and say hi



Block catching is stupid because Edmund pop out out of the sudden and I hit my ankle against the staircase cause I jumped a lil' while Jintian screamed

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Exasperation

Goodbye to 2008 :)


everyone says 'Happy new year' because it is supposed to be said like that.
well, thinking of it,
Is the year gonna be happy?

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Walking into walls

I guess my blog is getting mundane...

I woke up at 4am hehhehh, to arouse someone up for his soccer match ^^
so egotistical now, muahahah.

Kay so this morning I didn't get to eat my favourite LJS breakfast...
had sandwich instead. *sighs*
should have charge to Causeway LJS and gobble the breakfast down.
don't feel the same without LJS breakfast in the morning..

New formation for today. I'm betwixt and between whether I could be the Libro because my reaction is just soooooooooo slow and I couldn't grin and bear the pain done on my arms.
Hongye's spikes sucks. bonk onto my face directly.



Monday, December 29, 2008

After everything, I hopes she understands too

Longjohn breakfast is just soooooooooooo fantastic!! (L)
I just hate the orange juice. taste too sour

school's reopening in about 4 days time!
why everyone is rushing their homeworks?
I have not use my hand to write for around 2 months and I don't think I know how to hold a pen to write anymore. aw man.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Tied in memories.

I don't feel a bit precipitousness, because I get the idea of my willfulness.
When I say I won't forgive you. actually it just means that I need more time to really get myself exculpate you. period.
after everything it just means you don't get the hang of me well enough.
Right now. Shaking hands seems to be the simplest thing happening to me