I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.

Language papers are so over and I'm so dead.

Lovers ought to stick to lies.

It is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.

I haven't got the strength to carry on

Oh no. composition write wrong topic, ahhhahaha, TOO BAD.

Was eating at Swensens' with Bestest and they reminded me the topics and I remembered I wrote the opposite of it, gosh. how could I.

Jintian and Jillynn enjoys playing the detective game on Samantha's lap top, haha! Cute.

at Shermaine's house by the way :)

The turth turns out to be a lie

Love is blind; you can't see what others see.
or
Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.

sometimes you gotta see things yourself.. it works more rather than what you hear.
Well.. but still. life goes on sexy! :)

Studying with gang today turns out pretty positive. I think I'm in love with Chickens.
english paper 1 and 2. Chinese Listening comprehension too. i think i will screw my science papers. don't really have much confidence in it. boo.
glgl and jyjy. haha!

Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

Love the picture up there pretty much. By Phyllis, the bestest photographer I know.

Anyway try living for one day with only a meal. you can really eat your whole arm. I don't know how it taste like but I think it'll taste awesome since I'm terribly hungry now.
Actually I want a happy meal. Tsk.
A hungry man is an angry man! but I'm sexy!

tomorrow will be studying day. Never study I kill Mc


Oh I think I should reply the tags even after tagboard is removed..

Belinda: Wow grats! :D
XINPING: Congrats for the gold with honours :)
Sheryl: CONGRATS ZIXIN. SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS :D!!!!!!!
CJ: congrats on ur gwh. haha
JUNWEI: congrats for the gold with honors. :D
Reply: Thank you people! :)

Wei Jun: YESARRRR. You must view the pic i put with the link on then you'll get what I mean, SLOW-ie. AHAAHA
Reply: I saw it already. haha, where got look like! I'm much more sexier. hahaah

kyla: omg i love dear god too. hahaa.
Reply: omg dear god love me too. hahaa.

Jun Qi: errr how come the video half way this crazy driver come out "woah! woah" toy car seves hahahahaha
Reply: haha! It's only acting.

Jiayi :D: tag.
Reply: Reply.

Belinda: I like the chris brown and rihanna thing and the things i like by nigahiga more :P
Reply: Haha! me too! love most of his videos.

Sheryl: YAYNESS. I LIKEYYY RYAN TOOO! (:
Reply: RYAN HOTTER THAN EDWARD.

Liqin: DILDO!
Reply: Aiyo.. why tag a fake penis in my tagboard :P hahaha!

gladys: HELLO. haha. you know, that day when i talk to you, i had to like.. tilt my head downwards:) HAHAHHAHA.
Reply: EXCUSE ME. haha! forget about that ok! hahha

gladys: EXCUSE ME YOU PURPOSELY DAO ME IS IT. GR. HAHAHHAA.
Reply: NO LAH I NOT SO BAD OK. Replied!

M = May & mid year

Best labour day I ever had the day before!

Had interact event in the morning, so have to wake up at 5.30am in case I'm late.
The event held at Henderson Southern Ridges. Rotarians are there as well. but have to wait for Greendale interactors 'cos I think they're pretty late.

In case you're wondering what Southern Ridges is,



Walking up there feels kinda scary! The thought of falling from there makes my knee go jeeeeelly and waaaaatery(gross)

There's group photo every event we had. so here it is.


all were unready! hahaha damn it. i was laughing at Wen pang's jokes. captured.
Qingyang lousy photographer, never say 1,2,3. :(

After the event, went back home and change and went out to meet Bestests!
We simply just roam around at causeway to find a suitable present for shermaine.
Water bottle is a must, but that's Jilyynn's present to her, since she fringgin' spoilt it.



the pink Adidas water bottle I bought for her on Valentine's. Spoilt it so fast!!

so anyway went lunching at Kfc.



Liqin the Soh guessed correctly! I Wore Grey. haha!
After that we laugh in and laugh out of the Kfc. Bought Shermaine a Mango cake then to her house!




She pretty love the Mango cake we bought from her, it was delicious anyway!!



Happy 3 friends







Check out the spongebob up at the shelf. thats my present to her! :)


we went out roller blading/badminton/volleyball/cycling.
Thanks Mc for the vcds! pretty freaked us out..

home very late and slept very very late and woke up early.
See! happy birthday once again! haha.

Empty words and even emptier promises

Don't be a twit.

I can't take it anymore.
msn is being a bitch, files are transfering way too slow and sleeping bug is pestering me.

I got to go.
Mc so funny. yawns*


Sometimes, you have to let go to see if there's anything worth holding on to
and
Sometimes, it's not that you're weak, but you're strong enough to let go.

My best friend

2nd May, Shermaine's
Happy birthday to you.

Can't desribe how glad I am to have you.
from strangers to best friends. 3 years.
Really love you to the maximum :)

Helps

HEY SAY BOB! :)

Helping people would brighten up one's day.
But this is the first time I ever heard of Lift phobia, according to that lady. She's having Claustrophobia - a fear of enclosed spaces I guess. trapped in the lift when young, becoming very agitated, feeling as if she's having a heart attack and cannot breathe properly when taking lift alone.

Although she took 10 minutes from my life but there are two things a person should never be angry at, what they can help, and what they cannot.

I got arachnophobia(fear of spiders) and emetophobia(fear of others vomitting)
toodles. I'm off.

Mixes

Because I bu shuang!

Swine influenza hit thailand! there goes my thailand trip in June!
#$%@!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Ironical

Thanks Jillynn for the poa 'tuition' .

freaking tired. studied till my eyes almost drop out today. tsk.
School tomorrow, am a nerd for 2 weeks. study study study!!

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

I woke up, I was like 'HEY. ITS RAINING NOW! ' , and started singing Dear god.
Pretty no link, but..

Ah, 4 hours of war later.




WATCH THIS. PWNED

eyecandy

Daniel Shim, who is known as Shimmycocopuffsss, WAS ONCE MY FAV FAV PERSON IN YOUTUBE.
but now, RYAN HIGA TOOK OVER HAHAHHAHAAHAHA

Take a look at this!



A MERMAID.
LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

In case you're wondering who's Ryan, he's the 'Edward'

I grew tired of the chase

Spending my day studying then checking out the prices with J.
She's one in a million!

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold offcially rock my whole house.

Secret feeling locked away

sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too, but guess I'll never know.


Oh-so-tired training today! and Oh-so-tiring day today!
I need to catch up in Amaths!
Lagging out one chapter and mid year is a wink away!

I'm trying to forget you.

I remember typing this sentence out somewhere,

I prayed to God you'll have a Goodnight every day. with or without me.

I kinda like the Gold-with-honours dream last night, can feel my heart pumping fast, my stolen smile coming back. Almost like falling in love all over again, can't feel any heartbreaks or pain.
great feeling.. I almost wished you're there so that I could share my happiness with you.
Almost; I didn't.


ah stop. it's 10.35pm now and it has way passed my bedtime. goodnight, good.night.

Get rid of the oceans if you ever want to see me again.

YEAH I badly want to whisk Yours
I can understand why Cheaters cheat because I can understand the desire they have, to win.
But I can't understand why ...... k you know it best.

Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life.

Woke up with a bad throat and a red eye and dizzy head.
Bed is my medicine. no laughters though, or else I'll be better
I miss friends already. Am so going to school tomorrow.

Type and Go.

22nd April - GWH

GOLD WITH HONOURS!



We did so well!
Yongji, I'm so proud of you!!! :)

Motivation

Results for 20th April

Chungcheng High(main)- Gold with Honours
Chungcheng High(yishun) - Gold with Honours
Pasir Ris sec - Gold With Honours
ACS (Barker) - Gold
Rivervalley sec- Gold
Anglican High - Gold
Swiss cottage sec - Gold
CHIJ Katong - Silver
Bedok south sec - Silver
Boonlay sec - Silver
Bukit Panjang Government High - Silver
Coral sec - Silver
Manjustri sec - Silver
Eastview sec - Silver
Serangoon sec - Silver
Grendale sec - Silver
Jurongville sec - Silver
Siglap sec - Bronze
Holy Innocent - Bronze

Results for 21st April

Temasek - Gold with Honours
Nanyang Girls - Gold with Honours
Raffles girls - Gold
Mayflower sec - Gold
Marsiling sec - Gold
Nan Hua High- - Gold
Yuying sec - Gold
Victoria sec - Gold
Fuhua sec - Gold
Christchurch sec - Silver
Prebyterain High - Silver
Siling sec - Silver
Northland sec - Silver
Maris Stella sec - Silver
Raffles Institution - Silver
Bukit Batok - Silver
Teck Whye sec - Bronze
Changkat sec - Bronze
Northview sec - Bronze


Tomorrow, Evergreen secondary.

Greeners champion

Leave the worried face on your lover's face

We are not chance, luck or fate. is Choice. The last thing I want something to change would be you

I beg me..

The more request = faster it ends

I thought my new black shoe would not bite me without me biting it(superstitious saying) but I'm soooo wrong! Two blisters!
Bit my shoes in class told everyone it's in the trend now, I wonder who's dumb enough to believe
My shoes tastes salty, anyway. I don't know why. maybe there's something wrong with my tongue.

Bubblegumming in class is really in the trend now! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHHAAHA

Friends

Sheryl, Liqin, Jintian, Zixin, Shermaine.
Maximum loves.

Love is being stupid together, like how me and you are

I hope my life isn't a big joke because I don't understand a single shit

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.

My previous post isn't emo! Am not a Nemo. shut up L your jokes very Lame. *thumbs down

oh anyway the cleaner suck dick story was pretty digusting. it was the first time ever i read finish a chinese article i'm sooooo proud of myself! Blow job zixin! no i mean good job. $@&#! OHMAIGODZ

Get free kisses from my sympathy

Sometimes it is better to leave the broken pieces broken than try to hurt yourself when putting it back together.. Time does not heal but healing takes time




.

Paranoid thinkings

Trust...?
but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.

For now, dreams are better than reality.

Assignments wearing me out.

It tears me up inside to see you

Lunch with Mel, Ben, Saijie and Amelia just now.
Mango juice very very nice.


Rather than stoning there not knowing what to do, I think I got a better way of doing things.
Move on. I don't need anyone's help to give me a push

The past was just a delusion

Pictures at Orhestra camp :

Life just seems so full of connections

To little time, too much work.

I spend 9 hours sleeping, 14 hours in school.

so only 1 hour doing what I want? Or rather, what I need to do?
Even though have so much to do, sometimes feel paralyzed and helpless, rooted to the ground, unsure what to do because don't know where to start, but just face it zixin.
Still have to do it. No more procrastinating.

My dinner with Christina, Christopher, Max and Mc :)



Looking at the picture..

I remembered my Stamina increased. Whoo.ooo.ooooooo
Happy girl once again! :)

Where. Are. You

What I did today:

- Prank
- Prank
- Prank
- Joke
- Joke
- Joke
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh

This is what April's fool is for right! :)
I love doing things with Shermaine, Jintian and Jillynn.
Sometimes I wonder what my Tomorrow will be without them.
So yes, don't need more, already...

I wish your presence wasn't diminished

Today I gave directions to a woman carrying a child. Which is like, life-changing.
Since more often that not, I'm the one getting lost..

Since I'm always getting lost, which means there's a high chance that I will give wrong directions. I swear I'm conscience-stricken, because few hours later I realised that direction I gave is very wrong. Very. You wouldn't wanna know what my directions would led her to.

I guess she've been cursing me all the way till she reach her destination :(

Comes fast and goes fast, i've told you.

I'll be a thousand times happier if you're a thousand times better
but too bad for Me. 'cos we're so over.

time?

Defer no time, delays have dangerous ends.

Skipped school today, because my head hurts and practically has no mood at all to study.
Can't seem to survive one day without my Girlfriends.
Ta.



Happy birthday Yeeherng, I. AM. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. YOU!

To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.

I hate my birthday. nothing comes out right. shit everything.

I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed you'll treat me well this time round.

It's like less than a day till my birthday so am I supposed to be feeling over the moon?...

Trust...?

You should take the trouble to eat

I'M OFFICIALLY BACK FROM CAMP! (insert wide smile)

Co camp was kinda, boring.
LIA camp is much better, though intensive. :(

Had only a total of 5 hours of sleep for the past two days, face damn pale. haha!
PHYSICAL TRAINING AND PHYSICAL TRAINING AND MORE PHYSICAL TRAINING!

Update more when I got hold of the pictures!
For now, I'm going to say Hi to Z monster!







Happy Brithday Saijie!
YOU. ARE. ONLY. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. ME!

Miserable at best

I think we both looked alike in the pictures above.
Anyway she owes me one Mango juice for losing to me in an msn game >:]

A world can't survive without liars

A note to remember.
A second you spend upset or angry is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Use my smile to be the source of your joy.

Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything.

~ Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

Playing the sure game

I love to expect, and when expectation is either disappointed or gratified,
I want to be again expecting.

Like fragile ice anger passes away in time.

Did I mention how I rush my chinese compo last night?
yeah. go to internet, then type http://www.google.com/, then search for a song's lyrics. and copy paste!
tadah! My compo is like uberrrr perfect and I think I'll get an A.

Burnt black kisses

As the saying goes, A Sunday well-spent brings a week of content.
TOTALLY AGREE LA.
IF I NEVER FINISH REVISING MY AMATHS AND HISTORY I WILL DIE NEXT WEEK

Hell yes. I am typing what I'm thinking too, so whats the problem you have with me? :)
I’m smiling. This should scare you, right?
If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.
I reckon that you should read this post but by the time you read this you’ve already read it.
Hahahahahahaha. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much. You’re not that good.

Life is languished away in the gloom of anxiety.

Wtf.
Excuses after excuses.
Don't make excuses. Make things happen. Make changes. Then make history.
He who makes excuses, accuses himself.
Several excuses are always less convincing than one, bear that in mind.

The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, is the day you stop making any excuses.
I await for the day because I know you will change.
At least I know I still can trust you.

I need greatest good luck

It's 10.30pm now and I'm still not sleeping now even though I've said goodnight to someone.

Jealousy turning saints into the sea.

Happy birthday Sheryl :)

Sister's treat to Sakae again!

Lesser evil is reckoned

Comparison is a death knell to sibling harmony.
Side effects happen commonly :)