Thing to take meteroric observations and commit suicide with

that was Shermaine's red balloon before it falls onto grass and ended its life.
next was Shermaine's moanings and screamings.
She's an ice-cream addict and a hotel626 survivor.
I'm waiting for her (movie)vouchers, gss shopping tgt, etc

No plans for today.

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

I failed overall by 0.01 percent!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :((((((((( ...
but life goes on. haha!


I like the dream I had yesterday night, made so many people malcontent.
though I don't really like it but..

I can't comprehend. Why can't we help people, just because we want?
I mean, if you have a good intention of helping, and you know it, thats it. Nobody really want to do those door to door donation or sell tissue paper at escalator isn't it..

I don't know how to say it. it just set me thinking after some scoldings from friends for helping a uncle selling tissue. merely 2 dollars only what. yeah it doesn't mean alot to me thats why I give it to people who needs it more than I do.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it's at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others.

~ Audrey Hepburn

Yeah. finally picked myself up after a loooong day! :)

One trouble with trouble is that is usually starts out like fun.

Because of typical parents moms and dads in the world, ok. maybe in Sg only..

I'm gonna have science tuition.

TELL ME WHETHER ITS A GOOD THING OR BAD THING.
I don't knowwwwwwwwwww why I'm still smiling.

consequence of failing Sciences. don't be like me.
and maybe also just pray your parents isn't like mine.


" fail science or maths, GO ITE YOU KNOW!! " (really meh)

~ Zixin's parents

Fucking ignore the system, use it when it suits you.

I realise I'll slump my head down to the table whenever I got scolded.
and ignore people whenever I'm maligned.

Club meeting later. I think I need some running already.

A different world cannot be built by indifferent people

Queensway again today.
but on the contrary, it feels different.

oh. and hey! That's peas. I am a peanut. bye.

Must do-s.

Before you speak, listen.

Before you write, think.

Before you spend, earn.

Before you invest, investigate.

Before you criticize, wait.

Before you pray, forgive.

Before you quit, try.

Before you retire, save.

Before you die, give.




~William Arthur Ward

What I wanted is not the will to believe, but the wish to find out, which is its exact opposite.

Yesterday was worthwhile. learn from 9 in the morning to 11 in the night.
I couldn't remember what I did but I only remember what I've learn.

I like this sentence. quoted from yesterday's talk.
" I'm not afraid. because i know you fear God more than you fear Me "

Ya. you can guess what kind of talk I attended yesterday.

I want the fact that I existed to mean something.

god damned! Bastard appears everywhere wherever I go today

today's road run's not bad 'coz melissa's dad sent us there.
Lunch at amk then off to Shermaine's crib(favvvv place).
watched tv, played Sequence.

still at her crib..
she needs a phone because.. her phone is-going-to-die under her rough treatment.
TSK.

*edited

MANGO JELLY FAILED.

A friend is the medicine of life

I'm off.

You and your

empty words and even emptier promises.

Even the gods love jokes

TUPPERWARE!

This is an zomfgwthbbqddr joke of the day!!!
i laughed like a retarded and shouted my answer like a mad woman.

HAHAHAHAHA

A heart needs only its own voice to do what is right.

Am a bee during June holydays.

Maybe our hearts were just next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometime.

Don't worry, nigtmare's over

Millions of stars blazed in darkness

A reminder just stuck me..

ROAD RUN. THURSDAY. SLEEP EARLY. FRIDAY. WAKE UP EARLY. PREPARE QUICKLY. RUNNN. RUNN. RUN.

got so demoralise after 2008's that i donnnnnnn't want to run anymore :(

:(

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You validate people’s lives by your attention.

Nappy time.. lost my blogging bug in Queensway today I suppose.

Nonsense is so good only because common sense is so limited.

you know i don't give a hoot to it so why fucking remind the whole matter again and again. adding salt to the wound eh? Too bad my wound healed. i'm throwing salt back in your face

Afraid of change than destruction.

Finally back from Tkgs Interact Installation. From woodlands to bedok to woodlands.
took forever but we managed to surive through the forever. anyway pictures below..




..is taken using Qingyang noob phone. 5 mega pixel turns out to be like that.
(blah. at least the lizard pic is fuxking clear. WTF.)

Yeah. maybe it's like what he says, is the girl don't know how to use his phone.
Long bus journey makes me so sleepy sleepy!!


Yesterday:

went dancing class with Gladys.
i don't know why she has a fetish of taking photos in the mrt..

" one last one ah!!! "
" Yeah okayokay. quickquick "

-after a photo is taken-

" Another one can? "
"...."





Kinda blur. Her noob photography skills what. HAHAHA.
anyway it was fun with her yesterday. Especially the stuffing fish slices into our mouth in approximately every 4 minutes. *grins

i'm very very tired.. broke out in cold sweats today for no reason.
I hope I'm not falling sick. Not in this and next week. pffft!



*edited

By plucking her petals, you do not gather the beauty of the flower.

Should I go to school tomorrow..?

I just came back from lesson with gladys, that idiot who kept wanting to take photo in the mrt, making me soooooo embarrassed.. but yea. took some shots. Lazy upload! (tmr ok)
i'm sooooo tired. my hips hurt, ha ha ha.

I think i should go to school tomorrow. in case Mr chua decided wanna give back poa paper 2.

and I got to remember i got to go tkgss tmr.

it's so late now.

Things happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be.

Memories given out, erased, forgotten, with just a blow..
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.

Badminton after school. It's been a long time since I enjoyed myself this much.
lunch with Mc, chirstina and Siti was super ..

Man! I was reminiscing my sec 1 and sec 2 life while they were chatting about theirs but I can only recall that my wonderful class that time won the interclass netball competition two times in a row :(
but it was the best ever.

It's kind of funny that you can forget a certain thing whereas you can't remember a particular period of time for such a long time.
Human nature.. interesting.


finally finished Boys Over Flowers after sitting in front of my computer for long hours for the past 3 days.. PFFT!

Somewhere in the world there is an epigram for every dilemma

You know.. it's been quite a long time since I'm actually jealous..
so i kind of laugh at myself for being such a greeny green monster!

And also i just can't find the reason(s) for getting jealous too. *roll eyes*

Photos remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.

Common test is Stepping stone.
Taking the first step to another new level in a new year.

Mid-year-exam is Assesments.
To see how much you absorbed after half a year.

CA2 is Reflection.
To look back how much you've learn and you'll realise there's no time left.

End of year is Examination.
If you fail this you probably slacked through the 3 procedures.


STUDY HARD NOW
not too late as we're only at the 2nd step. :)

Like hatred, jealousy is forbidden by the laws of life because it is essentially destructive.

I deleted some of the links, because I don't like those long strings of links and I put back the song because I can't stand my blog being so quiet and also I think today is a very very hot day.

I think I'm going to fall asleep soon. can't keep myself awake without doing anything in afternoons and esp after sleeping at 3 yesterday night. tskkkkk. sexy ah.

amaths on monday, not ready :(

We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.

How many percentage of our laughters do you remember.

Note to self: All past tense

Hello, got back home after my maths test.

i can't wait for next wednesday and thursday!!!
CAN'T WAIT. ahha~

i'm feeling so down so dumb and so (insert your own word) up now.
Goodbye, gonna take a nap now to get myself chilled.

The truth of your feeling shines through for an instant before it flickers away.

unexpectedly,

it's still there. but you're not.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.

Tadahhhhh. My masterpiece.
Sleeping's my favorite hobby these days..

Argh. I should stop sleeping and start studying.. just a few more days. Hang on :(







The first and only movie that made me scream till my throat's sore. mother.
OPEN YOUR JAW. AHHHHH.

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.

My god!
No school tomorrow! One extra day to squeeze all the SS notes into my brain!

Severe truth is expressed with some bitterness.

Leg cramp in the dead of the night.
A good 9 hours of beauty sleep.
A time-flies-very-slow-but-I-learnt-alot tuition.
Super spicy tom yum noodle.
Scary ride home.

The secret to happiness is to face the fact that the world is horrible.

Yesterday was a very very terrible night.. slept around three going four to do Math.
Don't ask me why I did that 'cos I don't know why Insomnia just can't get into sleep.

Today, good POA result, horror movie, Wii and..



these people made my day! :D





'Coming Soon' is pretty scary! I couldn't help jumping around in fright when the little girl got dragged in by the Old woman and..
I didn't managed to watch the whole movie, only 10 minutes. Vcd corrupted. boo.

So we played Wii instead! I can't believe I kinda' hurt my arm for using too much force while playing Wii tennis :(
Headed to library after that, did studied a couple of hour or two.

Went off with family to celebrate Mom's birthday, to some restaurant. filling, very.
Now waiting for Dad to come home to eat the Green tea cake!

The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meets.

I took a snapshot of myself.
One down here, one way up there.
Not gloomy. not blue.


Watching 'Coming Soon' with bestests tomorrow! whooo. the previous horror movie, 'Mirrors' when we watched a day before Shermaine's birthday, still freak me out sometimes in my dreams. I doubt myself whether I'm mentally, physically and emotionally prepared for tomorrow's. Hope so!
I shall pounce on Jillynn.. hehheh.

Breakdowns can create breakthroughs.

I started off my day with a penny in my hand!


ending my day with the penny on the table.

I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.

Language papers are so over and I'm so dead.

Lovers ought to stick to lies.

It is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.

I haven't got the strength to carry on

Oh no. composition write wrong topic, ahhhahaha, TOO BAD.

Was eating at Swensens' with Bestest and they reminded me the topics and I remembered I wrote the opposite of it, gosh. how could I.

Jintian and Jillynn enjoys playing the detective game on Samantha's lap top, haha! Cute.

at Shermaine's house by the way :)

The turth turns out to be a lie

Love is blind; you can't see what others see.
or
Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.

sometimes you gotta see things yourself.. it works more rather than what you hear.
Well.. but still. life goes on sexy! :)

Studying with gang today turns out pretty positive. I think I'm in love with Chickens.
english paper 1 and 2. Chinese Listening comprehension too. i think i will screw my science papers. don't really have much confidence in it. boo.
glgl and jyjy. haha!

Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

Love the picture up there pretty much. By Phyllis, the bestest photographer I know.

Anyway try living for one day with only a meal. you can really eat your whole arm. I don't know how it taste like but I think it'll taste awesome since I'm terribly hungry now.
Actually I want a happy meal. Tsk.
A hungry man is an angry man! but I'm sexy!

tomorrow will be studying day. Never study I kill Mc


Oh I think I should reply the tags even after tagboard is removed..

Belinda: Wow grats! :D
XINPING: Congrats for the gold with honours :)
Sheryl: CONGRATS ZIXIN. SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS :D!!!!!!!
CJ: congrats on ur gwh. haha
JUNWEI: congrats for the gold with honors. :D
Reply: Thank you people! :)

Wei Jun: YESARRRR. You must view the pic i put with the link on then you'll get what I mean, SLOW-ie. AHAAHA
Reply: I saw it already. haha, where got look like! I'm much more sexier. hahaah

kyla: omg i love dear god too. hahaa.
Reply: omg dear god love me too. hahaa.

Jun Qi: errr how come the video half way this crazy driver come out "woah! woah" toy car seves hahahahaha
Reply: haha! It's only acting.

Jiayi :D: tag.
Reply: Reply.

Belinda: I like the chris brown and rihanna thing and the things i like by nigahiga more :P
Reply: Haha! me too! love most of his videos.

Sheryl: YAYNESS. I LIKEYYY RYAN TOOO! (:
Reply: RYAN HOTTER THAN EDWARD.

Liqin: DILDO!
Reply: Aiyo.. why tag a fake penis in my tagboard :P hahaha!

gladys: HELLO. haha. you know, that day when i talk to you, i had to like.. tilt my head downwards:) HAHAHHAHA.
Reply: EXCUSE ME. haha! forget about that ok! hahha

gladys: EXCUSE ME YOU PURPOSELY DAO ME IS IT. GR. HAHAHHAA.
Reply: NO LAH I NOT SO BAD OK. Replied!

M = May & mid year

Best labour day I ever had the day before!

Had interact event in the morning, so have to wake up at 5.30am in case I'm late.
The event held at Henderson Southern Ridges. Rotarians are there as well. but have to wait for Greendale interactors 'cos I think they're pretty late.

In case you're wondering what Southern Ridges is,



Walking up there feels kinda scary! The thought of falling from there makes my knee go jeeeeelly and waaaaatery(gross)

There's group photo every event we had. so here it is.


all were unready! hahaha damn it. i was laughing at Wen pang's jokes. captured.
Qingyang lousy photographer, never say 1,2,3. :(

After the event, went back home and change and went out to meet Bestests!
We simply just roam around at causeway to find a suitable present for shermaine.
Water bottle is a must, but that's Jilyynn's present to her, since she fringgin' spoilt it.



the pink Adidas water bottle I bought for her on Valentine's. Spoilt it so fast!!

so anyway went lunching at Kfc.



Liqin the Soh guessed correctly! I Wore Grey. haha!
After that we laugh in and laugh out of the Kfc. Bought Shermaine a Mango cake then to her house!




She pretty love the Mango cake we bought from her, it was delicious anyway!!



Happy 3 friends







Check out the spongebob up at the shelf. thats my present to her! :)


we went out roller blading/badminton/volleyball/cycling.
Thanks Mc for the vcds! pretty freaked us out..

home very late and slept very very late and woke up early.
See! happy birthday once again! haha.

Empty words and even emptier promises

Don't be a twit.

I can't take it anymore.
msn is being a bitch, files are transfering way too slow and sleeping bug is pestering me.

I got to go.
Mc so funny. yawns*


Sometimes, you have to let go to see if there's anything worth holding on to
and
Sometimes, it's not that you're weak, but you're strong enough to let go.

My best friend

2nd May, Shermaine's
Happy birthday to you.

Can't desribe how glad I am to have you.
from strangers to best friends. 3 years.
Really love you to the maximum :)

Helps

HEY SAY BOB! :)

Helping people would brighten up one's day.
But this is the first time I ever heard of Lift phobia, according to that lady. She's having Claustrophobia - a fear of enclosed spaces I guess. trapped in the lift when young, becoming very agitated, feeling as if she's having a heart attack and cannot breathe properly when taking lift alone.

Although she took 10 minutes from my life but there are two things a person should never be angry at, what they can help, and what they cannot.

I got arachnophobia(fear of spiders) and emetophobia(fear of others vomitting)
toodles. I'm off.

Mixes

Because I bu shuang!

Swine influenza hit thailand! there goes my thailand trip in June!
#$%@!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Ironical

Thanks Jillynn for the poa 'tuition' .

freaking tired. studied till my eyes almost drop out today. tsk.
School tomorrow, am a nerd for 2 weeks. study study study!!

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

I woke up, I was like 'HEY. ITS RAINING NOW! ' , and started singing Dear god.
Pretty no link, but..

Ah, 4 hours of war later.




WATCH THIS. PWNED

eyecandy

Daniel Shim, who is known as Shimmycocopuffsss, WAS ONCE MY FAV FAV PERSON IN YOUTUBE.
but now, RYAN HIGA TOOK OVER HAHAHHAHAAHAHA

Take a look at this!



A MERMAID.
LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

In case you're wondering who's Ryan, he's the 'Edward'

I grew tired of the chase

Spending my day studying then checking out the prices with J.
She's one in a million!

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold offcially rock my whole house.

Secret feeling locked away

sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too, but guess I'll never know.


Oh-so-tired training today! and Oh-so-tiring day today!
I need to catch up in Amaths!
Lagging out one chapter and mid year is a wink away!