My road turned into a snake

OH YES.

YES competition which is held at Singapore polytechnic for the last 2 days finally ended with a happy note!

Team Camaraderie! I'm sooo proud of you Yeeherng!! :)
That group managed to clinch the 1st runner up for the competition for their F&E Mop idea and won a thousand dollars cash and DSA(Direct school admission) to SP for a business course!
The up is worth the downs isn't it? *smiles



Shots with Mr chua



Shots with Mr Andrew Grey. gosh he's the best.






Bababaaba.. I was feeling restless and bored so I tried to tie a tie. but kept failing so I just tie a butterfly cord. WHOO. Cool or what! Like some Holy schools!



sec 2

Hi Jillynn. remember those times spent from secondary 1 till now? :)
I wanted to treat you after our event but YOU WENT HOME SPOIL MY PLAN Y'KNOW
but well! I've saved a note in your phone. take a look and don't cry and don't be too glad to have me as your #1. *wink wink
Happy 15th birthday!
Your smile is the best, your shoulders are the warmest, your advices are golden, your scoldings are worthwhile, your jokes are cold, your actions are cartoon.

I'm sorrrrryyyy to disappoint you with no 'I love you' inside here because action speaks louder than words isn't it? Y'know who i'm talking about, haha!

TEEHEEEEE. Yup! thats all! More in your phone soo just take a look :)

All you wanted

YES PROJECT DRIVING US CRAZY

Speak your truth quietly and clearly to me.

(Muhaimin reborn his fringe. and got cheated I guess)


AJC Interact in the morining, then orchestra afterthat.
Worthwhile.

Honoured us with many honours.

EVGCO.

Blur picture.. Gonna order and scan next time :)

I feel an indescribable ecstasy and delirium in melting.

I feels empty but yeah whatever

You uncover what is when you get rid of what isn't.

I really hate this situation now but can't salvage it. One question slap my face but thousands of answer couldn't answer that one question.

Church in the morning. fruitful? Guess so.
Does God exist in reality or in our concepts and beliefs?
Personally I'm a atheist. So, we'll see.. :)



K I LIKE THIS





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

A promise is a comfort for a fool.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a m/az-e and love is a r-i-d-d-l-e I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why I'm just a little girl lost in the moment I'm so scared but I don't show it I can't figure it out it's bringing me down I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show :)


I spend my Saturday morning afternoon and most probably night with music.

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay

Hey. I'm not thinking straight.

whatever. at least I've said what i wanna say.
I'm a bundle of sunshine! All smile! :) :) :)


I hope I won't burn my tomorrow away.. by sleeping.

They spoil every romance by trying to make it last forever.

Yesteday was nice!
Walked home in the dead of the night, alone! but hate the quietness..


Off to Phyllis crib now.

Freedom is a possession of inestimable value.

What chicken?!

i left my ear piece at shermaine's crib and it's sooooooo troublesome lah!
I have to sleep without my ear piece = few hours of staring into the ceiling
and Gladys called me just now! at the same time I got a few messages to reply, and the retarded me still went finding my ear piece. very inconvinient you know!!

I want to listen to some soft music to sort out my thoughts, in the end got to blast it.
MEH. NO EAR PIECE NO GOOD LIFE.

this is my life.
[Shermaine you bettta' take good care of my ear piece :( :( :( ]


classes later! cannot wear shhhhhhhhhorts hahahaha!
i think the hot weather is driving me mad.

If you think this post has something got to do with random, dont read.
but by the time you finish reading this sentence you've already read it. tooo badddd

Thing to take meteroric observations and commit suicide with

that was Shermaine's red balloon before it falls onto grass and ended its life.
next was Shermaine's moanings and screamings.
She's an ice-cream addict and a hotel626 survivor.
I'm waiting for her (movie)vouchers, gss shopping tgt, etc

No plans for today.

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.

I failed overall by 0.01 percent!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :((((((((( ...
but life goes on. haha!


I like the dream I had yesterday night, made so many people malcontent.
though I don't really like it but..

I can't comprehend. Why can't we help people, just because we want?
I mean, if you have a good intention of helping, and you know it, thats it. Nobody really want to do those door to door donation or sell tissue paper at escalator isn't it..

I don't know how to say it. it just set me thinking after some scoldings from friends for helping a uncle selling tissue. merely 2 dollars only what. yeah it doesn't mean alot to me thats why I give it to people who needs it more than I do.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it's at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others.

~ Audrey Hepburn

Yeah. finally picked myself up after a loooong day! :)

One trouble with trouble is that is usually starts out like fun.

Because of typical parents moms and dads in the world, ok. maybe in Sg only..

I'm gonna have science tuition.

TELL ME WHETHER ITS A GOOD THING OR BAD THING.
I don't knowwwwwwwwwww why I'm still smiling.

consequence of failing Sciences. don't be like me.
and maybe also just pray your parents isn't like mine.


" fail science or maths, GO ITE YOU KNOW!! " (really meh)

~ Zixin's parents

Fucking ignore the system, use it when it suits you.

I realise I'll slump my head down to the table whenever I got scolded.
and ignore people whenever I'm maligned.

Club meeting later. I think I need some running already.

A different world cannot be built by indifferent people

Queensway again today.
but on the contrary, it feels different.

oh. and hey! That's peas. I am a peanut. bye.

Must do-s.

Before you speak, listen.

Before you write, think.

Before you spend, earn.

Before you invest, investigate.

Before you criticize, wait.

Before you pray, forgive.

Before you quit, try.

Before you retire, save.

Before you die, give.




~William Arthur Ward

What I wanted is not the will to believe, but the wish to find out, which is its exact opposite.

Yesterday was worthwhile. learn from 9 in the morning to 11 in the night.
I couldn't remember what I did but I only remember what I've learn.

I like this sentence. quoted from yesterday's talk.
" I'm not afraid. because i know you fear God more than you fear Me "

Ya. you can guess what kind of talk I attended yesterday.

I want the fact that I existed to mean something.

god damned! Bastard appears everywhere wherever I go today

today's road run's not bad 'coz melissa's dad sent us there.
Lunch at amk then off to Shermaine's crib(favvvv place).
watched tv, played Sequence.

still at her crib..
she needs a phone because.. her phone is-going-to-die under her rough treatment.
TSK.

*edited

MANGO JELLY FAILED.

A friend is the medicine of life

I'm off.

You and your

empty words and even emptier promises.

Even the gods love jokes

TUPPERWARE!

This is an zomfgwthbbqddr joke of the day!!!
i laughed like a retarded and shouted my answer like a mad woman.

HAHAHAHAHA

A heart needs only its own voice to do what is right.

Am a bee during June holydays.

Maybe our hearts were just next in line. Maybe everything breaks sometime.

Don't worry, nigtmare's over

Millions of stars blazed in darkness

A reminder just stuck me..

ROAD RUN. THURSDAY. SLEEP EARLY. FRIDAY. WAKE UP EARLY. PREPARE QUICKLY. RUNNN. RUNN. RUN.

got so demoralise after 2008's that i donnnnnnn't want to run anymore :(

:(

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You validate people’s lives by your attention.

Nappy time.. lost my blogging bug in Queensway today I suppose.

Nonsense is so good only because common sense is so limited.

you know i don't give a hoot to it so why fucking remind the whole matter again and again. adding salt to the wound eh? Too bad my wound healed. i'm throwing salt back in your face

Afraid of change than destruction.

Finally back from Tkgs Interact Installation. From woodlands to bedok to woodlands.
took forever but we managed to surive through the forever. anyway pictures below..




..is taken using Qingyang noob phone. 5 mega pixel turns out to be like that.
(blah. at least the lizard pic is fuxking clear. WTF.)

Yeah. maybe it's like what he says, is the girl don't know how to use his phone.
Long bus journey makes me so sleepy sleepy!!


Yesterday:

went dancing class with Gladys.
i don't know why she has a fetish of taking photos in the mrt..

" one last one ah!!! "
" Yeah okayokay. quickquick "

-after a photo is taken-

" Another one can? "
"...."





Kinda blur. Her noob photography skills what. HAHAHA.
anyway it was fun with her yesterday. Especially the stuffing fish slices into our mouth in approximately every 4 minutes. *grins

i'm very very tired.. broke out in cold sweats today for no reason.
I hope I'm not falling sick. Not in this and next week. pffft!



*edited

By plucking her petals, you do not gather the beauty of the flower.

Should I go to school tomorrow..?

I just came back from lesson with gladys, that idiot who kept wanting to take photo in the mrt, making me soooooo embarrassed.. but yea. took some shots. Lazy upload! (tmr ok)
i'm sooooo tired. my hips hurt, ha ha ha.

I think i should go to school tomorrow. in case Mr chua decided wanna give back poa paper 2.

and I got to remember i got to go tkgss tmr.

it's so late now.

Things happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be.

Memories given out, erased, forgotten, with just a blow..
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.

Badminton after school. It's been a long time since I enjoyed myself this much.
lunch with Mc, chirstina and Siti was super ..

Man! I was reminiscing my sec 1 and sec 2 life while they were chatting about theirs but I can only recall that my wonderful class that time won the interclass netball competition two times in a row :(
but it was the best ever.

It's kind of funny that you can forget a certain thing whereas you can't remember a particular period of time for such a long time.
Human nature.. interesting.


finally finished Boys Over Flowers after sitting in front of my computer for long hours for the past 3 days.. PFFT!

Somewhere in the world there is an epigram for every dilemma

You know.. it's been quite a long time since I'm actually jealous..
so i kind of laugh at myself for being such a greeny green monster!

And also i just can't find the reason(s) for getting jealous too. *roll eyes*

Photos remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.

Common test is Stepping stone.
Taking the first step to another new level in a new year.

Mid-year-exam is Assesments.
To see how much you absorbed after half a year.

CA2 is Reflection.
To look back how much you've learn and you'll realise there's no time left.

End of year is Examination.
If you fail this you probably slacked through the 3 procedures.


STUDY HARD NOW
not too late as we're only at the 2nd step. :)

Like hatred, jealousy is forbidden by the laws of life because it is essentially destructive.

I deleted some of the links, because I don't like those long strings of links and I put back the song because I can't stand my blog being so quiet and also I think today is a very very hot day.

I think I'm going to fall asleep soon. can't keep myself awake without doing anything in afternoons and esp after sleeping at 3 yesterday night. tskkkkk. sexy ah.

amaths on monday, not ready :(

We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.

How many percentage of our laughters do you remember.

Note to self: All past tense

Hello, got back home after my maths test.

i can't wait for next wednesday and thursday!!!
CAN'T WAIT. ahha~

i'm feeling so down so dumb and so (insert your own word) up now.
Goodbye, gonna take a nap now to get myself chilled.

The truth of your feeling shines through for an instant before it flickers away.

unexpectedly,

it's still there. but you're not.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.

Tadahhhhh. My masterpiece.
Sleeping's my favorite hobby these days..

Argh. I should stop sleeping and start studying.. just a few more days. Hang on :(







The first and only movie that made me scream till my throat's sore. mother.
OPEN YOUR JAW. AHHHHH.

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.

My god!
No school tomorrow! One extra day to squeeze all the SS notes into my brain!

Severe truth is expressed with some bitterness.

Leg cramp in the dead of the night.
A good 9 hours of beauty sleep.
A time-flies-very-slow-but-I-learnt-alot tuition.
Super spicy tom yum noodle.
Scary ride home.

The secret to happiness is to face the fact that the world is horrible.

Yesterday was a very very terrible night.. slept around three going four to do Math.
Don't ask me why I did that 'cos I don't know why Insomnia just can't get into sleep.

Today, good POA result, horror movie, Wii and..



these people made my day! :D





'Coming Soon' is pretty scary! I couldn't help jumping around in fright when the little girl got dragged in by the Old woman and..
I didn't managed to watch the whole movie, only 10 minutes. Vcd corrupted. boo.

So we played Wii instead! I can't believe I kinda' hurt my arm for using too much force while playing Wii tennis :(
Headed to library after that, did studied a couple of hour or two.

Went off with family to celebrate Mom's birthday, to some restaurant. filling, very.
Now waiting for Dad to come home to eat the Green tea cake!

The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meets.

I took a snapshot of myself.
One down here, one way up there.
Not gloomy. not blue.


Watching 'Coming Soon' with bestests tomorrow! whooo. the previous horror movie, 'Mirrors' when we watched a day before Shermaine's birthday, still freak me out sometimes in my dreams. I doubt myself whether I'm mentally, physically and emotionally prepared for tomorrow's. Hope so!
I shall pounce on Jillynn.. hehheh.