Deal with me

Mother tongue lesson is kooky! lots of funny people around but i still feel draggy
Jared saw me dozing off, zzzz. whatever.

Stopping by and say hi

Block catching is stupid because Edmund pop out out of the sudden and I hit my ankle against the staircase cause I jumped a lil' while Jintian screamed

Exasperation

Goodbye to 2008 :)


everyone says 'Happy new year' because it is supposed to be said like that.
well, thinking of it,
Is the year gonna be happy?

Walking into walls

I guess my blog is getting mundane...

I woke up at 4am hehhehh, to arouse someone up for his soccer match ^^
so egotistical now, muahahah.

Kay so this morning I didn't get to eat my favourite LJS breakfast...
had sandwich instead. *sighs*
should have charge to Causeway LJS and gobble the breakfast down.
don't feel the same without LJS breakfast in the morning..

New formation for today. I'm betwixt and between whether I could be the Libro because my reaction is just soooooooooo slow and I couldn't grin and bear the pain done on my arms.
Hongye's spikes sucks. bonk onto my face directly.

After everything, I hopes she understands too

Longjohn breakfast is just soooooooooooo fantastic!! (L)
I just hate the orange juice. taste too sour

school's reopening in about 4 days time!
why everyone is rushing their homeworks?
I have not use my hand to write for around 2 months and I don't think I know how to hold a pen to write anymore. aw man.

Tied in memories.

I don't feel a bit precipitousness, because I get the idea of my willfulness.
When I say I won't forgive you. actually it just means that I need more time to really get myself exculpate you. period.
after everything it just means you don't get the hang of me well enough.
Right now. Shaking hands seems to be the simplest thing happening to me

Because some cut heal with another scar.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. once again

Because i have to accept that fact

Oh well, some people thinks complicatedly. Who cares? Not me.
It's always good to tell someone how you're feeling, right?
Be it sad, happy, love, angry, disappointed, etc.

Right? Right? Right?

We spend too much time on waiting

Okay. after this post I'll be going to read Midnight Sun :)

Even hero bleeds

Yesterday - 11-12-08.

Went to phoebe's party.





Don't ask me why Phoebe blowjob :( I also don't know.


















Happy birthday once again Phoebe :)

Minus you i'm better off,

I had a super kinky dream that came true today, I mean, I didn't mean it. it just happened so fluky that I don't know how to react

Self wakings

I don't need anybody's concerns. expecially yours. it's so fake. don't you realise it?
I don't really reply whatever you've said, to me, and trying to let my mind know you're Real.
You're too fake to be true.
get it right. you're never real to me. perhaps last time, yes. Now-never.

bye.

Am i suppose to look back?

We don't even know the reason why we left each other.

It was never going to end, was it?

Jillynn is one responsible pig :) , in the morning she send me a message, saying that she's leaving Singapore already, then say byebye
then she tag in my tagboard says she reach Bangkok already, :D
see! thats why i love her so damn muchzxzxzzx

Totally thanks to you, I hate you so much now.
people says first cut always hurts but this isn't the first time so why does it hurt so badly?
Argh i really don't wanna think so much for now, at least for now, only. I miss those Oxygen i breathe in happily, not like now, ha.

Down the cobblestone

I just can't believe I will actually scold you last night, ironically, I'm glad that I've said whatever I want to.



goodbye.

Give me a break,

you better give

No matter what you'll never see me cry

Pictures at Interact meeting:

Farizmi! =D HAHA MY PRECIOUS!

Looking up at the sky, I felt so perfect-not healed.
but as if there had never been a wound in the first place..

Abstruse matters

I think..

No point..

blogging my feelings out, cause' it wont make me feel better.
telling my problems to my friends, cause' it won't make me feel better either
thinking things that it's over. No, I mean, things that have not even started. because I'll just get myself stuck there and not moving on.
telling myself things will get better definately when it is not going to be.
staying gay, when I'm just so not gay inside.
acting strong. when I Am Not.

I just need a solution. to make my life better.

Let go what i have tonight

Looking at our past conversation just now..
What I'm gonna do? I don't know why, I still do. Maybe this is just temporary, yeah maybe.

Pain ease. Drift to sleep

Basically I did absolutely nothing today except hugging my Gingy cookay all day long..
:(