By that sin fell the angels.

I re-read my diary and I actually forgot so many things that happened in my life. I only know my birthday this year's and last year suck 2 de max. Yeah FML.

Started my August this way. Great.
Got a feeling that I'ld end it like how I've accidentally started it.

Forbidden entry

Life of a weird insomniac.

Slept through thursday. Wasn’t really asleep, just meditating on unconsciousness.
Nothing to do anyway.

Who's there?

Titanicsmile

Its okay to talk to yourself (just don't interupt)

Day #4 passed like that.
IT'S DAY 4 PEOPLE. IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE. 2 days.
whoohoo. 3 more days and I'm a freewoman. this sentence makes me sound like i'm from girls' home. whatever.

Watch The Hangover today.
(and I love the nuts of the chinese guy. ^^V)
I'm a contradictor. so.. up to you to believe or not. HA.

What difference is there between us, save a restless dream that follows my soul but fears to come near you?

Day #3

I'm gonnna blog before drugs knocks me out!
My condition worsen! :( argh. whyyyyyyyyyy God knows.
Really unbearable. got the feeling to go out and all those things.. ass.
Everyone's in sch whereas me, being me(weak immune system and got the word 'stubborn' flowing along with my blood) is stuck at home, ALONE. ALONE.
Can't do anything much. only watch movies. AND YEA. SPEAKING OF MOVIE, I watched Orphan (alone)!!
Quite an achievement, really. it's quite gross. hammering head and break necks. pfft.


alright I'm going to crash now.
I got a really wierd dream last night.

There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up.

I think I'm quite healed! but blahhhh why am I quarantined D:
but well, giving school a week's miss. will have alot to catch up 2 weeks later.
Power. Can survive 2 days without going out. 5 more days to go!

And if you were to say 'come with me', even now I might go.

H1N1 positive person.
A week's quarantine.

Fever come and go, throat infection, flu, cough like mad.


1 week mc = shit

Curiousity has its own reason for existing.

There you go. I got an elastic face, jealous much? :)

Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow, set this place on fire cause I'm tired of your lies

Rotaract Installation till evening.

And spent my rest of the day with Shermaine!

Keep your head above water,

"I was traumatized yesterday thats why I went to watch Harry Potter to calm myself."

Pretty no link right? PRECISELY.
It's almost like what You've told everybody. You're a contradictory aren't you. I suppose, yes.
You don't need your dignity, I NEED. AND I WANT.
GRR WHY BOYS ARE LIKE THAT! SO BITCH.
Enough is never quite enough yeah? GRRR

I'm so angry, I'm soooo soooo angry! :(
I just cut my face, again. i hate my fingernails.

3 papers straight in a day almost killed me.
The flea-market-excitement as well as the weekend mood has died down. Blowing my money away on things I forgot. Cabbing to school nowadays. must stop this!

Hate chinese project Hate. waste time project. but my language is lousy enough. need project marks so SUCK THUMB!

I kind of like Blogger's 'new' layout.

It is not necessary to deny another's reality in order to affirm your own.

Harry potter today. Am prepared for this saturday's party :)

Optimism is denial, so face the facts and move on

Caught The haunting in Connecticut with Shermaine. Based on true story anyway. Pretty horrifying. Scream and weep throughout the movie. Got to be brave!

Next aim: Shutter Island.

Flea market on Sat! :D

With your bitter, twisted lies, but still, like dust, I'll rise.

I look like a school girl ghost in that picture. haha.

Staying back after school these days. School work wearing me out. Sleeping late at night. Rushing for school unwillingly every morning. Can't eat nowadays. More headaches. More stress.
Can't do anything much.
Life goes on. =D

Damn. tomorrow report taking day. saturday movie marathon and sunday meeting again i suppose. next sunday Botanic garden trip hehheh. can't wait.

Today is..

Diary burning day.

Reflex which exposed on my own prejudices.

My phone... is as quiet as me.

I am as quiet as my phone too.

Any man can make mistakes, but only an idiot persists in his error

People are ridiculous only when they try or seem to be that which they are not. Yes. Like you. Haha
To me, this is a catastrophic success. but nevermind. Because I realised I'm multi-talented.
I can talk and piss you off at the same time.

Drink mango juice to make yourself chilled after reading this kkk


>:3

No weight until you gave false lust & words like 'lost'.

I'm choked by my own air.
Recaptures.
but this time was more absolute, heartfelt.
I could smell that perfume tout de suite.


then it dissipate,
I sniff hard.
no more..



Disappear.. every littlest thing of You.
Fetching painkillers.

I tell you now that logic breaks your heart.

Preparing to have a photoshoot.


Take 1, FAIL. (plastic bag with farizmi)


Take 2, not bad. but me and Qingyang too small :(


Take 3, best!


Take 4, using flash.


Started fun shots.






The Girl Gang.



Miss Lee.




Good VS Evil.








Front or back better?





Sliced roasted duck with Mango, crispy fried baby octopus, steamed scallop and prawn wrapped with golden fried beancurd topped with crab roe


Double boiled chicken soup with sea whelk and cabbage


Steamed red garoupa fillet with superior soy sauce


Heavenly braised 'Lingzhi' mushroom and beancurd served with extra crunchy seasonal greens


Braised assorted seafood serve on rice in a golden pumpkin


Chilled lychee jelly with aloe vera


Everyone enjoying.


Harpist playing on a Harp! first time in my life and I can tell you, it's really reeeeeally nice. Especially when you close your eyes and feel the music.


Went home very late at night, but enjoyed myself very much though :)


Dragon boat-ed today!
Great experience. but no pictures on the river though.



Banana pocky very yummy!!



Chicken eater.