Be not solitary.

Have to do things I don't like nowadays...
Endured and did those shit. In the end I dreamt of me hurling vulgarities at that particular person who made me do those things I hate. Uh. I realise I do actually vent angers in my dream.

People say if you sleep angrily, you will dream of your anger and you wake up angrily.
Wow. Seem to be true.


So don't cry to sleep idiots. Tho there's a saying - sleep your sorrow away, but think clever. If you cry to sleep, eventually you'll wake up sadly the next day. Pointless right. Might as well don't sleep and cry till dawn breaks.

You dismantle Me

Hey, does a certain song reminds you of someone?



I do.

Enough of the EMO crap sometimes I just need to get my feelings out.

Occasionally I wished I could walk through a picture window and have the sharp, broken shards slash me to ribbons so I would finally look like I felt.

I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met.

Fb games addictive. Stacks of homeworks waiting for me.
Can't don't give a shit because exams is drawing nearer.

They didn't want it good, they wanted it Wednesday.

It's my sister's 18th birthday today! wow.
I guess I'm the last one to wish her.
You know.. save the best for the last *wink*
I think my family has a certain habit..


We don't celebrate birthday with cakes.
just... money. I'm serious. I'm not trying to flaunt around that I'm so fucking rich like other bloggers. but anyway thats why I don't really like cakes. haha! 'xept for Mango cakes of course. but whatever it is, what makes us happy is what that really matters!
isn't it?

:)

Please don't walk away and tell me you'll stay. Stay.

Installation on last Saturday.
Probably the best installation in the world.
More at Fb!

Went Marche for lunch @ Vivo with family yesterday. Fabulous.
I love the mushroom and Rosti.


Teacher's day celebration today. Boring. Same as every year.
Secondary school students use results as teacher's day present. Unlike primary school, prepare the best gift for teacher and held a mini celebration in classroom(HAHA THATS WHAT I DID IN PRIMARY SCHOOL OMG. I think I spent quite alot of money on tibits and useless stuffs baaaa)I thought of that last night so did't even bother to prepare any gifts haha. Kinda true yes? :)

Went Shermaine's crib to study. Ended up sleeping and drooling on my worksheet -__-

The words sloped dangerously down.

wtf blogger can kiss my ass.
can't post pictures again. layout go haywire again.
noob cake.


out with ben tomorrow and dinner with family.
gonna be a long day! looking foward. sheeesh.


(My life restarted 5 months ago. you knew it don't you.) bye.

I haven't meet anyone else like you. (you know what I mean)

The little glances;
The strained conversations;
The turned heads.



On a happier note, Installation tomorrow! :)

Life has no meaning the moment you lose the illusion of being eternal.

Thanks Ben for the Transformer shirt!
makes me a happy girl all over again~
Couldn't really remember what I've done this week.
ahha goodbye.

Does the pain weight out the pride?

I got a cut at the end of my lips!
I guess someone just cut me a smile. Maybe i smile too much.
ok whatever

All the hours wound you, the last one kills

I guess I'm alright :)

and I'm rather glad that I'm not a geog student =D

I try to teach my heart not to want things it can't have

We used telephone because we hated being close together and we're scared of being alone.


Me being Me, I'm sick again.

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

Everyone's is moving to Onsugar now.
I think the name is kind of weird huh.
If I were to choose my account name as iamshitting
therefore my website would be i-am-shitting.onsugar.com.

?!

Blogger has been quite a disappointment too no?
I can't post any pictures like last time. got to go Photobucket
It's a chore to me. Well yea..

I slept the whole day because school starts tomorrow.

Did the word 'think' just escape your lips?

Crazy! played Wii for a few hours and next badminton.
Arm's sore. I think I've develop more muscles *wink.

By that sin fell the angels.

I re-read my diary and I actually forgot so many things that happened in my life. I only know my birthday this year's and last year suck 2 de max. Yeah FML.

Started my August this way. Great.
Got a feeling that I'ld end it like how I've accidentally started it.

Forbidden entry

Life of a weird insomniac.

Slept through thursday. Wasn’t really asleep, just meditating on unconsciousness.
Nothing to do anyway.

Who's there?

Titanicsmile

Its okay to talk to yourself (just don't interupt)

Day #4 passed like that.
IT'S DAY 4 PEOPLE. IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE. 2 days.
whoohoo. 3 more days and I'm a freewoman. this sentence makes me sound like i'm from girls' home. whatever.

Watch The Hangover today.
(and I love the nuts of the chinese guy. ^^V)
I'm a contradictor. so.. up to you to believe or not. HA.

What difference is there between us, save a restless dream that follows my soul but fears to come near you?

Day #3

I'm gonnna blog before drugs knocks me out!
My condition worsen! :( argh. whyyyyyyyyyy God knows.
Really unbearable. got the feeling to go out and all those things.. ass.
Everyone's in sch whereas me, being me(weak immune system and got the word 'stubborn' flowing along with my blood) is stuck at home, ALONE. ALONE.
Can't do anything much. only watch movies. AND YEA. SPEAKING OF MOVIE, I watched Orphan (alone)!!
Quite an achievement, really. it's quite gross. hammering head and break necks. pfft.


alright I'm going to crash now.
I got a really wierd dream last night.

There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up.

I think I'm quite healed! but blahhhh why am I quarantined D:
but well, giving school a week's miss. will have alot to catch up 2 weeks later.
Power. Can survive 2 days without going out. 5 more days to go!