Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
It was never going to end, was it?
Jillynn is one responsible pig :) , in the morning she send me a message, saying that she's leaving Singapore already, then say byebye
then she tag in my tagboard says she reach Bangkok already, :D
see! thats why i love her so damn muchzxzxzzx
Totally thanks to you, I hate you so much now.
people says first cut always hurts but this isn't the first time so why does it hurt so badly?
Argh i really don't wanna think so much for now, at least for now, only. I miss those Oxygen i breathe in happily, not like now, ha.
Down the cobblestone
I just can't believe I will actually scold you last night, ironically, I'm glad that I've said whatever I want to.
goodbye.
goodbye.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Abstruse matters
I think..
No point..
blogging my feelings out, cause' it wont make me feel better.
telling my problems to my friends, cause' it won't make me feel better either
thinking things that it's over. No, I mean, things that have not even started. because I'll just get myself stuck there and not moving on.
telling myself things will get better definately when it is not going to be.
staying gay, when I'm just so not gay inside.
acting strong. when I Am Not.
I just need a solution. to make my life better.
No point..
blogging my feelings out, cause' it wont make me feel better.
telling my problems to my friends, cause' it won't make me feel better either
thinking things that it's over. No, I mean, things that have not even started. because I'll just get myself stuck there and not moving on.
telling myself things will get better definately when it is not going to be.
staying gay, when I'm just so not gay inside.
acting strong. when I Am Not.
I just need a solution. to make my life better.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Let go what i have tonight
Looking at our past conversation just now..
What I'm gonna do? I don't know why, I still do. Maybe this is just temporary, yeah maybe.
What I'm gonna do? I don't know why, I still do. Maybe this is just temporary, yeah maybe.
Pain ease. Drift to sleep
Basically I did absolutely nothing today except hugging my Gingy cookay all day long..
:(
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Tell me and I'll forget.
I don't know whats the reason for you to hurt me repeatedly, continuosly, happily.
Even though you aplogised, but I guess that doesn't helped much.
Even though you aplogised, but I guess that doesn't helped much.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Check it out whats fake in me
ohmygodzx. I think my fringe is hotzxzxzx.
But I wanna cut it more straight, because obviously it isn't straight...
Anyway. I didnt cut bangs, i cut half bangs then slant for another half.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Amatory
OH YAH OH MY GOD I ACTUALLY FORGOT THIS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Thanks for all the advices you've given me down my 14 years of road.
Everytime we always drink or eat together then talk alot of 人生大道理 right? hee.
I've learn alot from you, espicially your perserverance.
I will still be learning from you! so you've better teach me something more than the things that only 21 years old people will know!!! *winks
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO I DON'T HAVE TO SAY SO MUCH ON THIS. HAHA
Sorry for not giving you a kiss on your cheek when you asked me to, HAHA.
it was too sudden! I was like so shock.
" QUICK. GIVE ME A PECK ON MY CHEEKS!!!! I'M 21 NOWWWWWWWW "
hahhaa, i can give you if you ask me after reading this post.
( i know you always read my daily post lor, don't fake. )
Okay lah, 1 more hour plus for you to get high and torture me, only!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG SISTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Thanks for all the advices you've given me down my 14 years of road.
Everytime we always drink or eat together then talk alot of 人生大道理 right? hee.
I've learn alot from you, espicially your perserverance.
I will still be learning from you! so you've better teach me something more than the things that only 21 years old people will know!!! *winks
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU SO I DON'T HAVE TO SAY SO MUCH ON THIS. HAHA
Sorry for not giving you a kiss on your cheek when you asked me to, HAHA.
it was too sudden! I was like so shock.
" QUICK. GIVE ME A PECK ON MY CHEEKS!!!! I'M 21 NOWWWWWWWW "
hahhaa, i can give you if you ask me after reading this post.
( i know you always read my daily post lor, don't fake. )
Okay lah, 1 more hour plus for you to get high and torture me, only!
Mine full of pain
To forget the past, to adapt the present.
I have to accept the fact that we weren't anything
even though your shoulders will still be there when I need any...
I have to accept the fact that we weren't anything
even though your shoulders will still be there when I need any...
Monday, November 3, 2008
The best thing about me is you.
3E4(Integrity) .
English, Mother Tongue, Emaths, Amaths, Combine Science(Chem,Phy), Combine Humanities(SS,Hist), POA.
I don't know why I can't smile even though all my first choiced subject are given to me, my good friends, jokers in class are still in the same class as me, I don't have to appeal for anything, etc.
I keep asking myself why but I can't give myself a good answer.
I hope for a better year.
English, Mother Tongue, Emaths, Amaths, Combine Science(Chem,Phy), Combine Humanities(SS,Hist), POA.
I don't know why I can't smile even though all my first choiced subject are given to me, my good friends, jokers in class are still in the same class as me, I don't have to appeal for anything, etc.
I keep asking myself why but I can't give myself a good answer.
I hope for a better year.
Disappearing
In this few months, it's nothing but just lies.
I thought I've learn something from the past, but I guess learning never stops.
Sorry can't make me feel better, it's just a word. A word that I wouldn't wanna hear the most.
Running away using the words, I don't know.
If i were to ask you the same question next time, even if you say yes, even if you sounds more sincere, even if it sounds true, even if it sounds touching,
I will not fall for it anymore. those ain't absolute truth.
Maybe they are.. but tell me how to be convinced.
I thought I've learn something from the past, but I guess learning never stops.
Sorry can't make me feel better, it's just a word. A word that I wouldn't wanna hear the most.
Running away using the words, I don't know.
If i were to ask you the same question next time, even if you say yes, even if you sounds more sincere, even if it sounds true, even if it sounds touching,
I will not fall for it anymore. those ain't absolute truth.
Maybe they are.. but tell me how to be convinced.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Deep inside, i already knew
guess what,
I think, there's nothing I can do except to get used to it, and give you time.
but how? I hate waiting.
I think, there's nothing I can do except to get used to it, and give you time.
but how? I hate waiting.
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