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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

It is never too late to be what we might have been.









Love: S and J
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I wonder how many/much things I remember and how many/much things example formulas I've forgotten. Managed to fry my brain through lessons today. Can't remember much things happened. Didn't do much anyway.

Monday, June 29, 2009

I reject your reality and substitute it for my own.




School've started! did nothing but watching movie. today.
Finally, caught a horror movie, with friends, again :)

Friday, June 26, 2009

Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future.



I told this bitch yesterday that I got a blood clot coming out from my nose when I sneezing few days ago, she told me my menses came out the wrong way.


Damn irked by last minute appointments.

Monday, June 22, 2009

When in doubt wear red.




what a red day.
Skipped orchestra practice becuz i eat, play, dirnk a tad too much yesterday night. yesterday was really aweeeesome! :)

I don't want an extended holiday! :( :( :(
Was waken up by hell lot of messages recommending me to go this website and vote for extended holiday.
Don't know which Idiot started this. Pfft!
So you can most probably guess which one I've vote. *wink

Personally I don't find a need to finish up those holiday assignment assigned by those Big Boss in litespeed or school becuz holiday is to rest after working hard for half a year. just don't forget your schoolwork will do!
Yeah? :)
Mom kept reminding me to do but I always find my eyes closed when seeing those wordy wordy stuffs online. how am I gna' survive when school re-open manszx..


Tomorrow's another busy day. I want a unique theme for this year's Interact installation.
but no ideas! Need inspiration.

The art of holding on things

Faith means belief in something concerning which doubt is theoretically possible

~William James

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Of all the hours wound you, the last one kills

Seoul garden few days back remember?








Did nothing with my life today.
My eyes is like crossed so maybe i should go and sleep now..

Friday, June 19, 2009

Best part of me: Always you.



Injection pain. Blood test pain or not?



Blah! :(
Should I go to sleep while waiting for Big sis to come back home?
I didn't sleep well last night, with those dreams and imaginations.. argh. I reeeeeeeeally should just forget everything and just get the hell over it. so no life man. pfft. Nothing to remember anyway. Haha

I don't like guys to fight. I think they're damn gay when fighting, ugly after they fight and stupid when they've injuries in their face.. plus if they lose to their opponents they'll look so noob!!
HAHHAHAHHAA

K random. Kkk i think i should cop some Zs.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Luck has a peculiar habit of favoring those who don't depend on it

My horoscope says I will be damn unlucky this whole week, avoid love triangle relationship and stay indoors.

Wtf sorry Jillynn. I lost your phone. :( :( :(



I don't care I'm going for my dance lesson now. I DON'T CARE.
just pray I won't die tonight.

With silent delight

First attempt for doing this. Looks ok isn't it :)

Chua's treat tomorrow! *double smiles
sooooooo goona win the 20 bucks from max and mc!
JUST YOU TWO WAIT.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Sunday, June 14, 2009

The tears fall, they're so easy to wipe off.

Kao. just came back from few hours of shopping with Shermaine, mc and max.
WHERE GOT GSS SIA. The price still fucking high! Spent quite alot today.. but still left alot.. *wink wink


Ghosts of girlfriends past is nice! Catch it :)


Guess what, I don't like to help people. I only like to donate. Easy and kind job.
Everyone's selfish isn't it.

dont label me as random.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I think that's probably the case. But that's an excuse, and I don't mean it to be.

If i could have just one wish I would


Rewind time back and change the past so that I won't have those memories haunting me.

Friday, June 12, 2009

My road turned into a snake



OH YES.

YES competition which is held at Singapore polytechnic for the last 2 days finally ended with a happy note!




Team Camaraderie! I'm sooo proud of you Yeeherng!! :)
That group managed to clinch the 1st runner up for the competition for their F&E Mop idea and won a thousand dollars cash and DSA(Direct school admission) to SP for a business course!
The up is worth the downs isn't it? *smiles



Shots with Mr chua



Shots with Mr Andrew Grey. gosh he's the best.






Bababaaba.. I was feeling restless and bored so I tried to tie a tie. but kept failing so I just tie a butterfly cord. WHOO. Cool or what! Like some Holy schools!



sec 2

Hi Jillynn. remember those times spent from secondary 1 till now? :)
I wanted to treat you after our event but YOU WENT HOME SPOIL MY PLAN Y'KNOW
but well! I've saved a note in your phone. take a look and don't cry and don't be too glad to have me as your #1. *wink wink
Happy 15th birthday!
Your smile is the best, your shoulders are the warmest, your advices are golden, your scoldings are worthwhile, your jokes are cold, your actions are cartoon.

I'm sorrrrryyyy to disappoint you with no 'I love you' inside here because action speaks louder than words isn't it? Y'know who i'm talking about, haha!

TEEHEEEEE. Yup! thats all! More in your phone soo just take a look :)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

All you wanted





YES PROJECT DRIVING US CRAZY

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Speak your truth quietly and clearly to me.


















(Muhaimin reborn his fringe. and got cheated I guess)


AJC Interact in the morining, then orchestra afterthat.
Worthwhile.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Honoured us with many honours.




EVGCO.

Blur picture.. Gonna order and scan next time :)

Monday, June 8, 2009

I feel an indescribable ecstasy and delirium in melting.

I feels empty but yeah whatever

Sunday, June 7, 2009

You uncover what is when you get rid of what isn't.

I really hate this situation now but can't salvage it. One question slap my face but thousands of answer couldn't answer that one question.

Church in the morning. fruitful? Guess so.
Does God exist in reality or in our concepts and beliefs?
Personally I'm a atheist. So, we'll see.. :)



K I LIKE THIS





AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Saturday, June 6, 2009

A promise is a comfort for a fool.

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a m/az-e and love is a r-i-d-d-l-e I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why I'm just a little girl lost in the moment I'm so scared but I don't show it I can't figure it out it's bringing me down I know I've got to let it go and just enjoy the show :)


I spend my Saturday morning afternoon and most probably night with music.

Friday, June 5, 2009

I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay

Hey. I'm not thinking straight.

whatever. at least I've said what i wanna say.
I'm a bundle of sunshine! All smile! :) :) :)


I hope I won't burn my tomorrow away.. by sleeping.

They spoil every romance by trying to make it last forever.



Yesteday was nice!
Walked home in the dead of the night, alone! but hate the quietness..


Off to Phyllis crib now.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Freedom is a possession of inestimable value.

What chicken?!

i left my ear piece at shermaine's crib and it's sooooooo troublesome lah!
I have to sleep without my ear piece = few hours of staring into the ceiling
and Gladys called me just now! at the same time I got a few messages to reply, and the retarded me still went finding my ear piece. very inconvinient you know!!

I want to listen to some soft music to sort out my thoughts, in the end got to blast it.
MEH. NO EAR PIECE NO GOOD LIFE.

this is my life.
[Shermaine you bettta' take good care of my ear piece :( :( :( ]


classes later! cannot wear shhhhhhhhhorts hahahaha!
i think the hot weather is driving me mad.

If you think this post has something got to do with random, dont read.
but by the time you finish reading this sentence you've already read it. tooo badddd

Thing to take meteroric observations and commit suicide with



that was Shermaine's red balloon before it falls onto grass and ended its life.
next was Shermaine's moanings and screamings.
She's an ice-cream addict and a hotel626 survivor.
I'm waiting for her (movie)vouchers, gss shopping tgt, etc

No plans for today.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are.




I failed overall by 0.01 percent!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :((((((((( ...
but life goes on. haha!


I like the dream I had yesterday night, made so many people malcontent.
though I don't really like it but..

I can't comprehend. Why can't we help people, just because we want?
I mean, if you have a good intention of helping, and you know it, thats it. Nobody really want to do those door to door donation or sell tissue paper at escalator isn't it..

I don't know how to say it. it just set me thinking after some scoldings from friends for helping a uncle selling tissue. merely 2 dollars only what. yeah it doesn't mean alot to me thats why I give it to people who needs it more than I do.



Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it's at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others.

~ Audrey Hepburn




Yeah. finally picked myself up after a loooong day! :)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

One trouble with trouble is that is usually starts out like fun.

Because of typical parents moms and dads in the world, ok. maybe in Sg only..

I'm gonna have science tuition.

TELL ME WHETHER ITS A GOOD THING OR BAD THING.
I don't knowwwwwwwwwww why I'm still smiling.

consequence of failing Sciences. don't be like me.
and maybe also just pray your parents isn't like mine.


" fail science or maths, GO ITE YOU KNOW!! " (really meh)

~ Zixin's parents

Fucking ignore the system, use it when it suits you.

I realise I'll slump my head down to the table whenever I got scolded.
and ignore people whenever I'm maligned.

Club meeting later. I think I need some running already.

Monday, June 1, 2009

A different world cannot be built by indifferent people




Queensway again today.
but on the contrary, it feels different.

oh. and hey! That's peas. I am a peanut. bye.