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Zixin
You throw parties I throw knives.
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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Abstruse matters

I think..

No point..

blogging my feelings out, cause' it wont make me feel better.
telling my problems to my friends, cause' it won't make me feel better either
thinking things that it's over. No, I mean, things that have not even started. because I'll just get myself stuck there and not moving on.
telling myself things will get better definately when it is not going to be.
staying gay, when I'm just so not gay inside.
acting strong. when I Am Not.

I just need a solution. to make my life better.