The past was just a delusion

Pictures at Orhestra camp :

Life just seems so full of connections

To little time, too much work.

I spend 9 hours sleeping, 14 hours in school.

so only 1 hour doing what I want? Or rather, what I need to do?
Even though have so much to do, sometimes feel paralyzed and helpless, rooted to the ground, unsure what to do because don't know where to start, but just face it zixin.
Still have to do it. No more procrastinating.

My dinner with Christina, Christopher, Max and Mc :)



Looking at the picture..

I remembered my Stamina increased. Whoo.ooo.ooooooo
Happy girl once again! :)

Where. Are. You

What I did today:

- Prank
- Prank
- Prank
- Joke
- Joke
- Joke
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh
- Laugh

This is what April's fool is for right! :)
I love doing things with Shermaine, Jintian and Jillynn.
Sometimes I wonder what my Tomorrow will be without them.
So yes, don't need more, already...

I wish your presence wasn't diminished

Today I gave directions to a woman carrying a child. Which is like, life-changing.
Since more often that not, I'm the one getting lost..

Since I'm always getting lost, which means there's a high chance that I will give wrong directions. I swear I'm conscience-stricken, because few hours later I realised that direction I gave is very wrong. Very. You wouldn't wanna know what my directions would led her to.

I guess she've been cursing me all the way till she reach her destination :(

Comes fast and goes fast, i've told you.

I'll be a thousand times happier if you're a thousand times better
but too bad for Me. 'cos we're so over.

time?

Defer no time, delays have dangerous ends.

Skipped school today, because my head hurts and practically has no mood at all to study.
Can't seem to survive one day without my Girlfriends.
Ta.



Happy birthday Yeeherng, I. AM. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. YOU!

To be trusted is a greater compliment than being loved.

I hate my birthday. nothing comes out right. shit everything.

I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed you'll treat me well this time round.

It's like less than a day till my birthday so am I supposed to be feeling over the moon?...

Trust...?

You should take the trouble to eat

I'M OFFICIALLY BACK FROM CAMP! (insert wide smile)

Co camp was kinda, boring.
LIA camp is much better, though intensive. :(

Had only a total of 5 hours of sleep for the past two days, face damn pale. haha!
PHYSICAL TRAINING AND PHYSICAL TRAINING AND MORE PHYSICAL TRAINING!

Update more when I got hold of the pictures!
For now, I'm going to say Hi to Z monster!







Happy Brithday Saijie!
YOU. ARE. ONLY. TWO. DAYS. OLDER. THAN. ME!

Miserable at best

I think we both looked alike in the pictures above.
Anyway she owes me one Mango juice for losing to me in an msn game >:]

A world can't survive without liars

A note to remember.
A second you spend upset or angry is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Use my smile to be the source of your joy.

Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything.

~ Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.

Playing the sure game

I love to expect, and when expectation is either disappointed or gratified,
I want to be again expecting.

Like fragile ice anger passes away in time.

Did I mention how I rush my chinese compo last night?
yeah. go to internet, then type http://www.google.com/, then search for a song's lyrics. and copy paste!
tadah! My compo is like uberrrr perfect and I think I'll get an A.

Burnt black kisses

As the saying goes, A Sunday well-spent brings a week of content.
TOTALLY AGREE LA.
IF I NEVER FINISH REVISING MY AMATHS AND HISTORY I WILL DIE NEXT WEEK

Hell yes. I am typing what I'm thinking too, so whats the problem you have with me? :)
I’m smiling. This should scare you, right?
If you’re one in a million, there are six thousand people exactly like you.
I reckon that you should read this post but by the time you read this you’ve already read it.
Hahahahahahaha. Whatever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much. You’re not that good.

Life is languished away in the gloom of anxiety.

Wtf.
Excuses after excuses.
Don't make excuses. Make things happen. Make changes. Then make history.
He who makes excuses, accuses himself.
Several excuses are always less convincing than one, bear that in mind.

The day you take complete responsibility for yourself, is the day you stop making any excuses.
I await for the day because I know you will change.
At least I know I still can trust you.

I need greatest good luck

It's 10.30pm now and I'm still not sleeping now even though I've said goodnight to someone.

Jealousy turning saints into the sea.

Happy birthday Sheryl :)

Sister's treat to Sakae again!

Lesser evil is reckoned

Comparison is a death knell to sibling harmony.
Side effects happen commonly :)

Smile when sadness intrudes

I officially declare my chinese class sucks. though we had many fun and laughter... :(

You crawled to me like a dream.

I'm okay, how are you?

I'm stepping out of this lingerie.

SEMTREX!

Take a look at Qingyang's wound! Looks real doesn't it?

I must say the make up artist had done a super great job! :)

His wound reminds me of... Charsiew.

Everything is temporary anyway. So why invent Goodbye?

Copying 10 pages is definately driving my hand crazy. plus the injuries I had from trainings.
thanks to that 2.5 marks.

The story of love begins with a hello, then goodbye.

I'm only grouchy and moody on days that end with Y. In other words, everyday.
Don't you think so?

X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut.
shut with a capital S.

Miserable in comfort

Happy Valentine's! It is supposed to be occasion that is expected to strengthen the love and intimacy that exists among married couples.
but slowly it end up becoming a special day for the young couples

Bought Shermaine a identical pink Adidas water bottle which she spoilt yesterday

This not where we lie, but where we fell

I'm not concerned with your liking or disliking me.. All I ask is that you respect me as a human being. Respect people. Respect yourself. everything about Respect people doesn't know. Who doesn't wants respect?

A woman either loves or hates; she knows no medium.

Shermaine came texting me when she's shopping at vivo with her mum,

" OH YAH TWIN! NUM GOT 20% SALES YOU KNOW!! "

I don't know!! Num!! 20% sales, can faint. hot guys plus hot sandals.
ok enough eeeeeeeeenough.

Dreamy look for love

Yawned in Physics lesson till my contact lens drop off -____-
Strawberry pocky very yummy. Mango juice ish teh sex.

For what its worth

you caught me off guard, now i'm running and screaming.

Having so much to say

I hate the way you make me smile.

We're so ten times wasted.

Worst than bittersweet

Tell me why I am not moving on. and tell me why I think alot.
let me know why i'm yearning a talk with you yet it turned out so bad.
give me a reason why you're by my side. no matter what happens. never fails.

A lemon taste in chocolate

when a certain rumour reached you, you would choose to not conjecture,
afterall, it's only a rumour isn't it?
you wouldn't know what to do when you realise it's true.

Jillynn says 7days a week isn't enough. should make it 10days or something. totally..

Drunken words are sober thoughts

Last day of cca orientation!!!

start off my day with a bad note... hahahaha. because someone who is suppose to wake me overslept himself! hahaha!

How cute.

Intensive training then took care of the booth.

Coach Phillip is good yeah. let me improved by receiving, ^^

Deal with me

Mother tongue lesson is kooky! lots of funny people around but i still feel draggy
Jared saw me dozing off, zzzz. whatever.

Stopping by and say hi

Block catching is stupid because Edmund pop out out of the sudden and I hit my ankle against the staircase cause I jumped a lil' while Jintian screamed

Exasperation

Goodbye to 2008 :)


everyone says 'Happy new year' because it is supposed to be said like that.
well, thinking of it,
Is the year gonna be happy?

Walking into walls

I guess my blog is getting mundane...

I woke up at 4am hehhehh, to arouse someone up for his soccer match ^^
so egotistical now, muahahah.

Kay so this morning I didn't get to eat my favourite LJS breakfast...
had sandwich instead. *sighs*
should have charge to Causeway LJS and gobble the breakfast down.
don't feel the same without LJS breakfast in the morning..

New formation for today. I'm betwixt and between whether I could be the Libro because my reaction is just soooooooooo slow and I couldn't grin and bear the pain done on my arms.
Hongye's spikes sucks. bonk onto my face directly.

After everything, I hopes she understands too

Longjohn breakfast is just soooooooooooo fantastic!! (L)
I just hate the orange juice. taste too sour

school's reopening in about 4 days time!
why everyone is rushing their homeworks?
I have not use my hand to write for around 2 months and I don't think I know how to hold a pen to write anymore. aw man.

Tied in memories.

I don't feel a bit precipitousness, because I get the idea of my willfulness.
When I say I won't forgive you. actually it just means that I need more time to really get myself exculpate you. period.
after everything it just means you don't get the hang of me well enough.
Right now. Shaking hands seems to be the simplest thing happening to me

Because some cut heal with another scar.

MERRY CHRISTMAS. once again

Because i have to accept that fact

Oh well, some people thinks complicatedly. Who cares? Not me.
It's always good to tell someone how you're feeling, right?
Be it sad, happy, love, angry, disappointed, etc.

Right? Right? Right?

We spend too much time on waiting

Okay. after this post I'll be going to read Midnight Sun :)

Even hero bleeds

Yesterday - 11-12-08.

Went to phoebe's party.





Don't ask me why Phoebe blowjob :( I also don't know.


















Happy birthday once again Phoebe :)

Minus you i'm better off,

I had a super kinky dream that came true today, I mean, I didn't mean it. it just happened so fluky that I don't know how to react

Self wakings

I don't need anybody's concerns. expecially yours. it's so fake. don't you realise it?
I don't really reply whatever you've said, to me, and trying to let my mind know you're Real.
You're too fake to be true.
get it right. you're never real to me. perhaps last time, yes. Now-never.

bye.

Am i suppose to look back?

We don't even know the reason why we left each other.

It was never going to end, was it?

Jillynn is one responsible pig :) , in the morning she send me a message, saying that she's leaving Singapore already, then say byebye
then she tag in my tagboard says she reach Bangkok already, :D
see! thats why i love her so damn muchzxzxzzx

Totally thanks to you, I hate you so much now.
people says first cut always hurts but this isn't the first time so why does it hurt so badly?
Argh i really don't wanna think so much for now, at least for now, only. I miss those Oxygen i breathe in happily, not like now, ha.

Down the cobblestone

I just can't believe I will actually scold you last night, ironically, I'm glad that I've said whatever I want to.



goodbye.

Give me a break,

you better give

No matter what you'll never see me cry

Pictures at Interact meeting:

Farizmi! =D HAHA MY PRECIOUS!

Looking up at the sky, I felt so perfect-not healed.
but as if there had never been a wound in the first place..