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Thursday, May 28, 2009

A friend is the medicine of life








I'm off.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

You and your

empty words and even emptier promises.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Even the gods love jokes

TUPPERWARE!

This is an zomfgwthbbqddr joke of the day!!!
i laughed like a retarded and shouted my answer like a mad woman.

HAHAHAHAHA

A heart needs only its own voice to do what is right.

Am a bee during June holydays.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Millions of stars blazed in darkness

A reminder just stuck me..

ROAD RUN. THURSDAY. SLEEP EARLY. FRIDAY. WAKE UP EARLY. PREPARE QUICKLY. RUNNN. RUNN. RUN.

got so demoralise after 2008's that i donnnnnnn't want to run anymore :(

Saturday, May 23, 2009

:(

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

You validate people’s lives by your attention.

Nappy time.. lost my blogging bug in Queensway today I suppose.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Nonsense is so good only because common sense is so limited.

you know i don't give a hoot to it so why fucking remind the whole matter again and again. adding salt to the wound eh? Too bad my wound healed. i'm throwing salt back in your face

Afraid of change than destruction.

Finally back from Tkgs Interact Installation. From woodlands to bedok to woodlands.
took forever but we managed to surive through the forever. anyway pictures below..




..is taken using Qingyang noob phone. 5 mega pixel turns out to be like that.
(blah. at least the lizard pic is fuxking clear. WTF.)

Yeah. maybe it's like what he says, is the girl don't know how to use his phone.
Long bus journey makes me so sleepy sleepy!!


Yesterday:

went dancing class with Gladys.
i don't know why she has a fetish of taking photos in the mrt..

" one last one ah!!! "
" Yeah okayokay. quickquick "

-after a photo is taken-

" Another one can? "
"...."





Kinda blur. Her noob photography skills what. HAHAHA.
anyway it was fun with her yesterday. Especially the stuffing fish slices into our mouth in approximately every 4 minutes. *grins

i'm very very tired.. broke out in cold sweats today for no reason.
I hope I'm not falling sick. Not in this and next week. pffft!



*edited



Thursday, May 21, 2009

By plucking her petals, you do not gather the beauty of the flower.

Should I go to school tomorrow..?

I just came back from lesson with gladys, that idiot who kept wanting to take photo in the mrt, making me soooooo embarrassed.. but yea. took some shots. Lazy upload! (tmr ok)
i'm sooooo tired. my hips hurt, ha ha ha.

I think i should go to school tomorrow. in case Mr chua decided wanna give back poa paper 2.

and I got to remember i got to go tkgss tmr.

it's so late now.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Things happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be.

Memories given out, erased, forgotten, with just a blow..
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures will never replace having been there, memories good and bad will bring tears, and words can never replace feelings.

Badminton after school. It's been a long time since I enjoyed myself this much.
lunch with Mc, chirstina and Siti was super ..

Man! I was reminiscing my sec 1 and sec 2 life while they were chatting about theirs but I can only recall that my wonderful class that time won the interclass netball competition two times in a row :(
but it was the best ever.

It's kind of funny that you can forget a certain thing whereas you can't remember a particular period of time for such a long time.
Human nature.. interesting.


finally finished Boys Over Flowers after sitting in front of my computer for long hours for the past 3 days.. PFFT!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Somewhere in the world there is an epigram for every dilemma

You know.. it's been quite a long time since I'm actually jealous..
so i kind of laugh at myself for being such a greeny green monster!

And also i just can't find the reason(s) for getting jealous too. *roll eyes*

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Photos remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.

Common test is Stepping stone.
Taking the first step to another new level in a new year.

Mid-year-exam is Assesments.
To see how much you absorbed after half a year.

CA2 is Reflection.
To look back how much you've learn and you'll realise there's no time left.

End of year is Examination.
If you fail this you probably slacked through the 3 procedures.


STUDY HARD NOW
not too late as we're only at the 2nd step. :)

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Like hatred, jealousy is forbidden by the laws of life because it is essentially destructive.

I deleted some of the links, because I don't like those long strings of links and I put back the song because I can't stand my blog being so quiet and also I think today is a very very hot day.

I think I'm going to fall asleep soon. can't keep myself awake without doing anything in afternoons and esp after sleeping at 3 yesterday night. tskkkkk. sexy ah.

amaths on monday, not ready :(

Friday, May 15, 2009

We can't become what we need to be by remaining what we are.

How many percentage of our laughters do you remember.

Note to self: All past tense

Hello, got back home after my maths test.

i can't wait for next wednesday and thursday!!!
CAN'T WAIT. ahha~

i'm feeling so down so dumb and so (insert your own word) up now.
Goodbye, gonna take a nap now to get myself chilled.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

The truth of your feeling shines through for an instant before it flickers away.

unexpectedly,

it's still there. but you're not.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.



Tadahhhhh. My masterpiece.
Sleeping's my favorite hobby these days..

Argh. I should stop sleeping and start studying.. just a few more days. Hang on :(







The first and only movie that made me scream till my throat's sore. mother.
OPEN YOUR JAW. AHHHHH.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.

My god!
No school tomorrow! One extra day to squeeze all the SS notes into my brain!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Severe truth is expressed with some bitterness.



Leg cramp in the dead of the night.
A good 9 hours of beauty sleep.
A time-flies-very-slow-but-I-learnt-alot tuition.
Super spicy tom yum noodle.
Scary ride home.

Friday, May 8, 2009

The secret to happiness is to face the fact that the world is horrible.

Yesterday was a very very terrible night.. slept around three going four to do Math.
Don't ask me why I did that 'cos I don't know why Insomnia just can't get into sleep.

Today, good POA result, horror movie, Wii and..



these people made my day! :D





'Coming Soon' is pretty scary! I couldn't help jumping around in fright when the little girl got dragged in by the Old woman and..
I didn't managed to watch the whole movie, only 10 minutes. Vcd corrupted. boo.

So we played Wii instead! I can't believe I kinda' hurt my arm for using too much force while playing Wii tennis :(
Headed to library after that, did studied a couple of hour or two.

Went off with family to celebrate Mom's birthday, to some restaurant. filling, very.
Now waiting for Dad to come home to eat the Green tea cake!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meets.



I took a snapshot of myself.
One down here, one way up there.
Not gloomy. not blue.


Watching 'Coming Soon' with bestests tomorrow! whooo. the previous horror movie, 'Mirrors' when we watched a day before Shermaine's birthday, still freak me out sometimes in my dreams. I doubt myself whether I'm mentally, physically and emotionally prepared for tomorrow's. Hope so!
I shall pounce on Jillynn.. hehheh.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Breakdowns can create breakthroughs.

I started off my day with a penny in my hand!


ending my day with the penny on the table.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

I plaster on a fake smile and plough through this shit one more time.



Language papers are so over and I'm so dead.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Lovers ought to stick to lies.

It is not written on paper, for paper can be erased. Nor is it etched on stone, for stone can be broken. But it is inscribed on a heart and there it shall remain forever.

I haven't got the strength to carry on

Oh no. composition write wrong topic, ahhhahaha, TOO BAD.
Was eating at Swensens' with Bestest and they reminded me the topics and I remembered I wrote the opposite of it, gosh. how could I.
Jintian and Jillynn enjoys playing the detective game on Samantha's lap top, haha! Cute.

at Shermaine's house by the way :)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

The turth turns out to be a lie

Love is blind; you can't see what others see.
or
Love is not blind; it simply enables one to see things others fail to see.

sometimes you gotta see things yourself.. it works more rather than what you hear.
Well.. but still. life goes on sexy! :)

Studying with gang today turns out pretty positive. I think I'm in love with Chickens.
english paper 1 and 2. Chinese Listening comprehension too. i think i will screw my science papers. don't really have much confidence in it. boo.
glgl and jyjy. haha!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow

Love the picture up there pretty much. By Phyllis, the bestest photographer I know.

Anyway try living for one day with only a meal. you can really eat your whole arm. I don't know how it taste like but I think it'll taste awesome since I'm terribly hungry now.
Actually I want a happy meal. Tsk.
A hungry man is an angry man! but I'm sexy!

tomorrow will be studying day. Never study I kill Mc


Oh I think I should reply the tags even after tagboard is removed..

Belinda: Wow grats! :D
XINPING: Congrats for the gold with honours :)
Sheryl: CONGRATS ZIXIN. SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS :D!!!!!!!
CJ: congrats on ur gwh. haha
JUNWEI: congrats for the gold with honors. :D
Reply: Thank you people! :)

Wei Jun: YESARRRR. You must view the pic i put with the link on then you'll get what I mean, SLOW-ie. AHAAHA
Reply: I saw it already. haha, where got look like! I'm much more sexier. hahaah

kyla: omg i love dear god too. hahaa.
Reply: omg dear god love me too. hahaa.

Jun Qi: errr how come the video half way this crazy driver come out "woah! woah" toy car seves hahahahaha
Reply: haha! It's only acting.

Jiayi :D: tag.
Reply: Reply.

Belinda: I like the chris brown and rihanna thing and the things i like by nigahiga more :P
Reply: Haha! me too! love most of his videos.

Sheryl: YAYNESS. I LIKEYYY RYAN TOOO! (:
Reply: RYAN HOTTER THAN EDWARD.

Liqin: DILDO!
Reply: Aiyo.. why tag a fake penis in my tagboard :P hahaha!

gladys: HELLO. haha. you know, that day when i talk to you, i had to like.. tilt my head downwards:) HAHAHHAHA.
Reply: EXCUSE ME. haha! forget about that ok! hahha

gladys: EXCUSE ME YOU PURPOSELY DAO ME IS IT. GR. HAHAHHAA.
Reply: NO LAH I NOT SO BAD OK. Replied!

M = May & mid year

Best labour day I ever had the day before!

Had interact event in the morning, so have to wake up at 5.30am in case I'm late.
The event held at Henderson Southern Ridges. Rotarians are there as well. but have to wait for Greendale interactors 'cos I think they're pretty late.

In case you're wondering what Southern Ridges is,



Walking up there feels kinda scary! The thought of falling from there makes my knee go jeeeeelly and waaaaatery(gross)

There's group photo every event we had. so here it is.


all were unready! hahaha damn it. i was laughing at Wen pang's jokes. captured.
Qingyang lousy photographer, never say 1,2,3. :(

After the event, went back home and change and went out to meet Bestests!
We simply just roam around at causeway to find a suitable present for shermaine.
Water bottle is a must, but that's Jilyynn's present to her, since she fringgin' spoilt it.



the pink Adidas water bottle I bought for her on Valentine's. Spoilt it so fast!!

so anyway went lunching at Kfc.



Liqin the Soh guessed correctly! I Wore Grey. haha!
After that we laugh in and laugh out of the Kfc. Bought Shermaine a Mango cake then to her house!




She pretty love the Mango cake we bought from her, it was delicious anyway!!



Happy 3 friends







Check out the spongebob up at the shelf. thats my present to her! :)


we went out roller blading/badminton/volleyball/cycling.
Thanks Mc for the vcds! pretty freaked us out..

home very late and slept very very late and woke up early.
See! happy birthday once again! haha.

Empty words and even emptier promises

Don't be a twit.

I can't take it anymore.
msn is being a bitch, files are transfering way too slow and sleeping bug is pestering me.

I got to go.
Mc so funny. yawns*


Sometimes, you have to let go to see if there's anything worth holding on to
and
Sometimes, it's not that you're weak, but you're strong enough to let go.

My best friend





2nd May, Shermaine's
Happy birthday to you.

Can't desribe how glad I am to have you.
from strangers to best friends. 3 years.
Really love you to the maximum :)

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Helps




HEY SAY BOB! :)

Helping people would brighten up one's day.
But this is the first time I ever heard of Lift phobia, according to that lady. She's having Claustrophobia - a fear of enclosed spaces I guess. trapped in the lift when young, becoming very agitated, feeling as if she's having a heart attack and cannot breathe properly when taking lift alone.

Although she took 10 minutes from my life but there are two things a person should never be angry at, what they can help, and what they cannot.

I got arachnophobia(fear of spiders) and emetophobia(fear of others vomitting)
toodles. I'm off.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Mixes



Because I bu shuang!

Swine influenza hit thailand! there goes my thailand trip in June!
#$%@!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Ironical

Thanks Jillynn for the poa 'tuition' .

freaking tired. studied till my eyes almost drop out today. tsk.
School tomorrow, am a nerd for 2 weeks. study study study!!

Moving on, is a simple thing, what it leaves behind is hard.

I woke up, I was like 'HEY. ITS RAINING NOW! ' , and started singing Dear god.
Pretty no link, but..

Ah, 4 hours of war later.




WATCH THIS. PWNED

Saturday, April 25, 2009

eyecandy

Daniel Shim, who is known as Shimmycocopuffsss, WAS ONCE MY FAV FAV PERSON IN YOUTUBE.
but now, RYAN HIGA TOOK OVER HAHAHHAHAAHAHA

Take a look at this!



A MERMAID.
LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

In case you're wondering who's Ryan, he's the 'Edward'

I grew tired of the chase

Spending my day studying then checking out the prices with J.
She's one in a million!

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold offcially rock my whole house.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Secret feeling locked away

sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too, but guess I'll never know.


Oh-so-tired training today! and Oh-so-tiring day today!
I need to catch up in Amaths!
Lagging out one chapter and mid year is a wink away!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

I'm trying to forget you.

I remember typing this sentence out somewhere,


I prayed to God you'll have a Goodnight every day. with or without me.


I kinda like the Gold-with-honours dream last night, can feel my heart pumping fast, my stolen smile coming back. Almost like falling in love all over again, can't feel any heartbreaks or pain.
great feeling.. I almost wished you're there so that I could share my happiness with you.
Almost; I didn't.


ah stop. it's 10.35pm now and it has way passed my bedtime. goodnight, good.night.

Get rid of the oceans if you ever want to see me again.





YEAH I badly want to whisk Yours
I can understand why Cheaters cheat because I can understand the desire they have, to win.
But I can't understand why ...... k you know it best.

Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life.

Woke up with a bad throat and a red eye and dizzy head.
Bed is my medicine. no laughters though, or else I'll be better
I miss friends already. Am so going to school tomorrow.

Type and Go.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

22nd April - GWH




GOLD WITH HONOURS!



We did so well!
Yongji, I'm so proud of you!!! :)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Motivation

Results for 20th April

Chungcheng High(main)- Gold with Honours
Chungcheng High(yishun) - Gold with Honours
Pasir Ris sec - Gold With Honours
ACS (Barker) - Gold
Rivervalley sec- Gold
Anglican High - Gold
Swiss cottage sec - Gold
CHIJ Katong - Silver
Bedok south sec - Silver
Boonlay sec - Silver
Bukit Panjang Government High - Silver
Coral sec - Silver
Manjustri sec - Silver
Eastview sec - Silver
Serangoon sec - Silver
Grendale sec - Silver
Jurongville sec - Silver
Siglap sec - Bronze
Holy Innocent - Bronze

Results for 21st April

Temasek - Gold with Honours
Nanyang Girls - Gold with Honours
Raffles girls - Gold
Mayflower sec - Gold
Marsiling sec - Gold
Nan Hua High- - Gold
Yuying sec - Gold
Victoria sec - Gold
Fuhua sec - Gold
Christchurch sec - Silver
Prebyterain High - Silver
Siling sec - Silver
Northland sec - Silver
Maris Stella sec - Silver
Raffles Institution - Silver
Bukit Batok - Silver
Teck Whye sec - Bronze
Changkat sec - Bronze
Northview sec - Bronze


Tomorrow, Evergreen secondary.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Greeners champion

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Leave the worried face on your lover's face

We are not chance, luck or fate. is Choice. The last thing I want something to change would be you




I beg me..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The more request = faster it ends

I thought my new black shoe would not bite me without me biting it(superstitious saying) but I'm soooo wrong! Two blisters!
Bit my shoes in class told everyone it's in the trend now, I wonder who's dumb enough to believe
My shoes tastes salty, anyway. I don't know why. maybe there's something wrong with my tongue.

Bubblegumming in class is really in the trend now! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHHAAHA

Monday, April 13, 2009

Friends



Sheryl, Liqin, Jintian, Zixin, Shermaine.
Maximum loves.


Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Love is being stupid together, like how me and you are

I hope my life isn't a big joke because I don't understand a single shit

Monday, April 6, 2009

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.

My previous post isn't emo! Am not a Nemo. shut up L your jokes very Lame. *thumbs down

oh anyway the cleaner suck dick story was pretty digusting. it was the first time ever i read finish a chinese article i'm sooooo proud of myself! Blow job zixin! no i mean good job. $@&#! OHMAIGODZ

Get free kisses from my sympathy

Sometimes it is better to leave the broken pieces broken than try to hurt yourself when putting it back together.. Time does not heal but healing takes time




.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Paranoid thinkings




Trust...?
but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy.

For now, dreams are better than reality.

Assignments wearing me out.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

It tears me up inside to see you

Lunch with Mel, Ben, Saijie and Amelia just now.
Mango juice very very nice.


Rather than stoning there not knowing what to do, I think I got a better way of doing things.
Move on. I don't need anyone's help to give me a push